Secrets of a Werebear
Series Book 1
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looked at the phone in his hand. He hadn’t heard from Ryan in three
days, and he wanted to talk to him. Heath had it all. He had looks.
He had the brain. He had been getting a massage every day, but it
wasn’t enough to relieve his tension. The fancy drinks and
splurging on meals after a day’s work seemed empty without Ryan
there. Ryan had said he was busy, but Heath didn’t quite know what
was going on. He knew that there was something that Ryan wasn’t
saying, and he wanted desperately to find out what it was.
was back in his house with nothing to do. It was big, it was
expensive, it was roomy, and it was empty. Heath couldn’t take it.
He sat down with a glass of white wine, and started to turn the TV
on. Heath didn’t even realize that he had finished off the glass
and sunk into an uneasy sleep until he was awakened by a handsome
face staring at him. It was Ryan, and Heath’s heart skipped a beat.
Heath looked at him with a smile on his face.
been a while,” he finally croaked out with that smile on his face
that he couldn’t really make go away. He was just so happy to see
Ryan again, and Ryan felt the same about him.
looked down at the beauty before him and the love of his life, and
his heart ached and stuttered at what he was going to have to do. His
Alpha had made it clear on his last trip, and a werebear had to
always listen to their Alpha, like it or not. The worst part was that
he knew that it was for his own good. There had to be something real
here, and this was the only way that anyone would know. He couldn’t
stay with someone that could never accept him or join his pack. Half
breeds were rare enough and hardly accepted. If his Alpha was willing
to make an exception, he had to take the chance, even if it meant
telling Heath sooner than he ever wanted to.
missed you.” It was all he seemed to be able to say. All other
words stuck in his throat, and he shook a little. Heath started to
wake up, and the world became a little clearer. He could see that
something was on Ryan’s mind, and it was bothering him. Heath’s
first thought was to panic. What was wrong with the man he loved? The
question kept repeating over and over in his head, and he had no
answer for it.
is it? Did you get in trouble? I can make it go away. I have the
money. The connections. Let me make it better. Please,” he begged
came out in a blur, and Heath’s heart was pounding: he couldn’t
imagine that something would make Ryan look so afraid. There was
nothing in Heath that didn’t want to soothe that fear away. It was
something he wanted more than anything in the world. If he could see
that pain and worry ease away from Ryan, it would be enough to make
him content. Ryan shook his head, and it only made Heath’s heart
need to talk.” It was all Ryan could get out. He didn’t know how
to broach the subject. He hadn’t figured it out yet, and he watched
as Heath went cold.
seemed to withdraw into himself, as if something was about to
shatter. To Heath, it felt like his world had stopped. He waited for
Ryan to continue, and when Ryan didn’t he just looked at him
pleadingly with a nod of his head. He sat up, and Ryan slid into the
seat beside him as he took Heath’s hands with his.
isn’t a break up. This isn’t a joke. This is serious. You need to
accept something. You need to know something. Heath, I love you, but
you need to know that I’ve kept something from you” Ryan said
with a lump in his throat, and it was all he could not to shake and
bolt out of the room. He was too scared of Heath’s reaction. He was
too scared of losing the only real thing in his life, and Heath felt
the same way.
me,” Heath said, and there seemed to be no emotion in his voice
despite the way he shook, wondering what it could be.
not human.” It came out quicker than he wanted it to, and Heath
this a joke?” he said, the tension leaving him finally. Ryan was
just being dramatic. As if what he needed now was a joke, but he
could forgive Ryan for scaring him. Ryan’s humor was part of what
brightened his world and he settled into an easy smile, leaning
against Ryan. He realized that Ryan wasn’t releasing the tension
that racked his body, and Heath looked at him, waiting for an
explanation of the joke. Ryan just shook his head as he looked down
mean it. I’m not fully human. I’m a werebear,” he said, and the
word was something he almost stuttered over. Heath looked at him, and
Ryan was clearly flustered. Ryan tore from the couch, almost making
Heath fall over.
have to believe me,” he said, almost pleadingly even though it came
out in a growl. Heath looked at him. This man was his world, and Ryan
was clearly believing what he said.
me?” It was all Heath could think to say. He knew in his heart that
something serious was being said, but he didn’t even know what a
it some sort of gang? So many questions ran through his mind, but
nothing seemed to fit, so he just looked at Ryan, who simply shook
his head, and he stepped back. With a thoughtful look on his face, he
moved the coffee table out of the way, and closed the blinds. He
looked at Heath, and obviously Ryan was still scared. Heath was glued
to his seat as what he witnessed shouldn’t be possible, but there
was no denying it.
used all his courage to change, and he felt his bones start to morph
as hair grew from him, and teeth started to sharpen in his mouth.
Right before Heath’s very eyes, the love of his life started to
transform into a bear, and he finally understood what he meant. Like
a werewolf, but he was a bear. Heath’s heart was pounding. It was
almost too much.
thought that any moment he’d wake up, and if it really was real,
he’d faint at any moment. Heath wasn’t sure what Ryan expected of
him. Heath had it all, all but Ryan. He finally had someone to love,
and they weren’t even human. His entire world shook and spun, and
he didn’t know why this was happening. He didn’t understand what
Ryan was telling him now. He watched as the bear transformed back
into the man he loved, naked and with his clothes shredded at his
feet. Back in human form, he looked so innocent, so vulnerable. It
made Heath want to go to him, and hold him, but he was also scared.
Alpha, in my pack, the leader, he told me to tell you. I wanted to
wait. Make it right,” he said, and everything was coming out too
said you had to know now or we had to break up. Please, Heath. I
don’t want to lose you,” he said breathlessly, and he shook. Ryan
was fully exposed before him, and Heath shook his head. Ryan’s
heart seemed to fall, worrying that it was Heath rejecting him, but
it wasn’t something that Heath could do.
don’t get it.” Heath said, and he looked at the man that seemed
like he really could be the second half of his soul. He didn’t know
why something like this was happening.
Heath asked, as if Ryan could explain why he was something Heath
could never be. He was a monster, and yet he was the person Heath
loved. Heath’s heart was torn, and his heart still hammered. He
looked at this perfect, chiseled body, knowing that he had lain with
him, loved him, and still did. He still wanted to love Ryan, and yet
he shook his head. He wasn’t sure he could accept this.
need to accept you to stay with you.” Heath said softly, and Ryan
heard it. All he could do was nod, knowing that Heath was trying to
wrap his head around the startling secret that had just been dropped
hung his head, knowing it was probably too much to ask. Heath nodded
to himself, but no words left his lips. Heath still wasn’t sure he
could accept this, but he was even less sure that he could just push
the man he loved away, even if Ryan had another half.
you love me fully?” Ryan said, and that spurred Heath into action.
He didn’t know what else to do. He was stumbling onto his feet,
tripping over himself as he landed into Ryan’s chest. Heath fell
with a thud and groaned as Ryan’s muscular arms wrapped around his
form. Heath was always so frail in comparison and Ryan placed a
gentle kiss on the top of his head.
made his heart ache more with the decision. He pushed the idea of
deciding away from his mind for the moment and he wrapped his arms
around Ryan. Heath nuzzled into his chest, and he could finally hear
a hint of a growl in Ryan’s groan. It was something Heath had been
denying for a long time. Ryan knew the seriousness of the situation,
but feeling Heath’s delicate form against him made him, and the
beast inside of him, rage.
started to harden against Heath’s stomach, and Heath knew the one
thing at that moment that he wanted to do was to be wrapped around
Ryan. Heath didn’t take well to not getting what he wanted, and he
leaned up to kiss Ryan. He filled that kiss with all his uncertainty.
He filled it with all his hope. He filled it with his fear and his
passion, and Ryan returned the kiss.
was persistent, holding Heath to him as his lips crashed down on
Heath’s. His tongue begged entrance, and Heath allowed it. Heath
knew that he could never deny him as he melted into the kiss. He
swallowed Ryan’s growls of ownership and Ryan tightened his grip
with every half-panted moan as his hard cock throbbed against Heath’s
stomach. Heath looked at Ryan, pleading to forget about the decision
he would have to make.
nodded a little, as if he understood the silent pleading that was
between them. The silent deal that was forming. He ripped the shirt
away from Heath’s body like it was nothing, no longer holding back
the strength that he had previously hidden from Heath. Ryan didn’t
want to hold that strength back any longer, and he didn’t care
anymore that Heath’s heart was thudding from both fear and arousal.
Heath’s eyes begged for it. His body opened to Ryan, and Heath
nodded, telling him to continue as he made short work of Heath’s
they were naked together, laying on the floor with Ryan’s knees in
between Heath’s, forcing them open so he could rub his cock up and
down between the cheeks of Heath’s ass. He leaned over to kiss
Heath’s lips. He started sucking on a nipple, letting his slightly
sharpened teeth graze it and causing Heath to arch and moan. Heath
lost himself in the feeling of Ryan’s rough, loving touch as he
felt Ryan’s cock start to rub up and down between the cheeks of his
ass. Heath arched, begging for more with every moan. Ryan was more
than ready to give it to him.
started to push into him, feeling how ready he was for him. Heath
lost himself into the feeling as Ryan started to slowly feed every
inch of his cock into his ass until Ryan was balls deep and hitting
the spot inside Heath that drove him wild. Heath could feel Ryan
pressing into him before pulling back again, starting to fuck him
slowly as he tried to calm the beast that he had recently exposed. He
growled above Heath as he nipped Heath’s neck.
looked up at Ryan with a smile on his face. He wanted to get lost in
the bliss that was starting to overtake him with each thrust. He
couldn’t help but to wrap his legs around the man he loved, and he
could hear Ryan’s growling above him. It was odd that he had never
heard it before, but he realized that he might have just pushed it
nipped at Ryan’s chest, trying to draw him back into the moment as
he tried to push the thoughts away. One hand held Ryan up as he
thrust into Heath, making him cry out each time his cock went fully
into him, causing him to moan. He tweaked and pulled at his nipple
roughly, making Heath open his eyes and look at him before he kissed
pulled back just enough to gaze into his eyes. Heath saw the beast in
front of him, and he didn’t care. It was in the body of his
wonderful, handsome Ryan who had caused him to cry out and moan and
feel safe. It was too much, and Ryan was so close to cumming when he
slowed down, keeping himself from cumming into him too soon.
pulled almost all the way out of Heath as he moaned. He could feel
Heath’s ass clenching on his cock head, and he loved the look of
pleasure that flashed through Heath’s face, but the question still
hung over them. It made him angry, and yet he couldn’t deny his
arousal. He couldn’t deny how much it hurt that Heath wouldn’t
answer, and with one hard push he was back inside of him, balls
slapping against Heath’s ass before pulling out completely with
another louder growl as his fingernails sharpened into claws.
looked at him, scared, aroused and worried, all fighting for
attention, but instead Heath pushed him on his back, starting to ride
Ryan as he tried to hold Heath’s hips carefully. Heath could feel
his claws sinking into his flesh, pain mingling with pleasure as he
took Ryan all the way into his warm, waiting ass as they ground
together. Ryan fucked into Heath, thrusting each time that Heath came
down, and watched his pecs bounce over him.
wanted nothing more than to suck and lick at those nipples, kiss
Heath’s troubles away, and he held him there for a moment, fully on
his cock. He tried to settle the throbbing, knowing that as soon as
this was done, there would still be the question that needed
answering. It was an answer he wasn’t ready for. When he felt like
his orgasm had slipped away just enough he loosened his grip as Heath
began to bounce up and down on his cock again, making him moan in
pleasure as he arched his back off the floor.
leaned over him, kissing his lips as he started to fuck back against
him. They were both meeting each other’s thrust, and it was too
much. They could barely hold back, and Heath kissed him as if his
very life depended on it. He trailed a kiss down Ryan’s angular jaw
line. He trailed kisses down his neck, down his chest, and moaned as
Ryan growled right next to his ear. Soon enough Heath was flipped on
his back again with Ryan rutting into him.
didn’t look like he’d be stopping this time as he took Heath’s
wrists, taking them from his body as he held them above his head. The
bear inside of Ryan was clawing to the surface, and despite the human
side of him wanting to stretch this out, the mating was becoming too
much. He pushed his cock fully in and out of him. Ryan’s cock
slipped out, nudging Heath’s sphincter and driving him closer to
the edge before he found the hole again, fucking into Heath even
harder than before.
thrust seemed impatient, almost punishing as Heath cried his name and
started to send him over the edge. He growled right into Heath’s
ear as he wrapped a leg around him, pulling him in closer to Heath as
he started to clench and spasm around his large, thick cock. Heath
screamed his name, arching into his chest as Heath’s wrists were
pinned to the floor by Ryan’s hard grip.
closed his eyes as he started to cum into Heath, who rode out his own
orgasm, fucking back against him as his ass clenched around him.
Heath could feel Ryan filling him up, one more time before he had to
think of anything else, and too soon they both lay panting. Ryan
rolled off Heath, and laid next to him on the floor. Heath was
panting softly, still dazed from his own orgasm as his cock began to
glanced over at the beauty that made his life complete, and Heath’s
heart ached as he was torn with the realization that what Ryan said
was real, and that he still loved him anyway. He couldn’t lose the
man that made his life worth living or the passion that drove him to
heights like this until he could barely breathe and had no chance of
standing. It was too much, and Heath sighed before looking back at
Ryan. It was like the entire world paused, as Ryan waited for him to
couldn’t handle it anymore. Tomorrow was their anniversary and even
though the words were just on Heath’s lips he left the room. Heath
was speechless, and lay there on the floor in a daze. It was too much
for him as he looked at Ryan, and he felt like his heart was beating
too hard in his chest all over again. He never expected to learn
about this Werebear thing.
never expected to be left breathless on the floor or for Ryan to
return with his pants on and an overnight bag in his hand even though
the sun was just starting to come up. Before Heath could say
anything, in his panic Ryan kissed him. It was passionate, searing
everywhere his lips touched, and it was sad. Ryan looked at Heath,
and as Heath went to say something, too afraid it’d be something
Ryan didn’t want to hear, Ryan put a finger to Heath’s lips.
me tomorrow. Before we go out to dinner. In the next few hours, think
about it. I’m begging you to think. I can’t hear it right now.
Now with that part of me so close. Not with the fear of losing my
mate,” Ryan said in a hushed tone and in a rush as he tore out of
the room, leaving Heath there breathless with weak knees and the
words I love you on his lips. Ryan didn’t know, and Heath only
hoped that he’d return. Heath eventually found his way to the
bedroom, getting up on shaking legs.
sunlight streaming through the window and the sounds of birds
singing, Heath went to bed, crawling under the expensive covers that
they had bought together. He knew that Ryan scared him now, and that
this secret should mean the end of it. He also knew he loved Ryan
though, and that was the end of the discussion as far as Heath was
had rushed out before he could say anything, and so he went to bed
with an ache between his legs and an ache in his heart. All he could
dream about was the man holding him down, fucking into him with more
passion than he had in a while and more worry in his eyes than Heath
would ever have cared to see. Heath fell asleep with a hand between
his legs, hoping that he’d come back and take him all over again so
he could whisper the answer into Ryan’s ear.
rubbed his sore nuts, aching for Ryan to be inside of him again even
as Ryan’s cum dripped from Heath’s ass, as Heath drifted off into
blackness and finally found sleep. It was morning before he woke up
again, shaking his head as he thought he heard Ryan’s voice. He
opened his eyes to dark brown ones staring back at him. Ryan sat at
the edge of the bed, holding Heath’s hand as he slept, and fearing
and hoping for him to wake up.
sorry I rushed off,” he whispered, and Heath nodded. He was still
sleepy, and still he wondered if it was all a dream. The ache between
his ass cheeks said otherwise.
true then?” Heath asked. He didn’t know what to say. After sleep,
it seemed like a distant dream.
Was all Ryan said, and it was enough. Heath nodded, and every second
he didn’t give him an answer Ryan thought his heart would break and
his inner beast would groan.
okay,” Heath said, finally getting the chance to look at him again
as Heath sat up.
okay because I still love you. I’ll learn to love all of you. I
don’t know what it means. I do know my life was empty without you,
and I never want to live in that empty world again.” The words were
soft, but spoken with such certainty that Ryan’s heart leaped. He
knew he had found his mate. He knew that Heath would be with him, and
more importantly Ryan knew that he meant every word. He kissed
Heath’s forehead, kissed his cheek, and kissed his lips. This kiss
was different than the night before. It was soft, it was passionate,
and it was gentle.
you.” Ryan whispered, and it was still hours before their dinner
reservations. Ryan shook his head as he looked at Heath.
should get you cleaned up,” he said, helping Heath out of the bed
as he stumbled to the bathroom. He started to turn on the shower as
steam filled the room. Heath’s heart was pounding, but for a
knew nothing could separate them anymore. There was a safety in this
secret that kept them together, and it was something he didn’t know
he’d be thankful for. Heath would never lose him because he’d
accept all of him. As Ryan stepped in the steamy shower beside him,
Ryan reached for the soap, lathering up his hands. He pulled Heath to
his chest, relaxing in the hot spray of the water as he rubbed his
lathered hands over Heath’s pecs, gliding them over the smooth
skin. Heath couldn’t help but to moan as Ryan teased him like he
always loved to do, and he arched into his hands, begging for more.
Heath said, and it came out as a whisper. This was still the man he
loved, despite the other half of him that Heath had not known about
previously. He could feel Ryan tense, and knew that the bear must be
clawing at him to take him again. Heath started to grind his ass
against him, getting his cock hard and throbbing as it pressed into
Heath’s backside. Heath couldn’t help but to smirk at the effect
he had on Ryan before turning around, slipping out of Ryan’s hands
and sinking to his own knees.
me show you how much I accept you,” he said in a hushed tone. Ryan
hung on his every word as he saw Heath sink to his knees with a
devious smile on his face. Ryan’s cock jumped when Heath wrapped
his hand around it, looking up at him with those loving, teasing
wasn’t long before Ryan had a grip on Heath’s hair as he started
to pull him up and down on his cock, forcing Heath to gag and moan as
he breathed through his nose. Heath started to rub his own aching
balls, having been on the edge since he went to bed that morning.
Heath slipped two wet fingers into his own ass, as Ryan pulled him on
and off his cock, his balls slapping against Heath’s chin every
time he went all the way in.
looked up at him, startled almost, as Ryan growled before he started
sucking on him as Heath breathed through his nose. Ryan pushed him
back to the tile wall as the water streamed down over them, making it
harder for Ryan to stay on the edge. Heath sunk his fingers in and
out of his hot ass faster than before.
fucked himself as roughly and as quickly as Ryan had done the night
before, reminding himself that he could take both halves of Ryan as
he started to hit his throat with each thrust into his mouth. It
still caused him to moan and gag as tears streamed down his face from
his gag reflex. Ryan pushed all the way in, forcing Heath’s throat
to stretch around him as Heath fondled his own balls, going over the
edge into his own climax just as Ryan’s throbbing cock started to
cum deep in his throat.
waited until Heath swallowed it all before he pulled back slowly,
letting Heath catch his breath. Heath could see the darkening of
Ryan’s eyes and when his own orgasm faded got up on shaking legs.
They kissed again as they both finished the shower. Every time Heath
stumbled, Ryan held him up and they got dressed. It was like
something had changed between them, and they got ready to go to
what does it mean?” Heath finally asked Ryan, and he shook his
head. Ryan was at a loss for words. Everything that they had done
proved he shouldn’t hesitate any longer, but he couldn’t help it.
Heath whispered, going over to him and taking Ryan’s hands in his
own, just as he had done the night before.
means you’re mine. My mate. That my Alpha will give you a chance.
That we might be accepted in my world,” he said, and there was no
rushing anymore. He knew this needed to be explained.
pack?” Heath asked as they were finally ready to go, and he nodded,
leading him out the door and helping him into the car. Ryan didn’t
turn the radio on. He knew that they had a lot to discuss, over
dinner, now, and even later. It was too much to ask him to just
We have a system. The Alpha, he’s our leader.” He said, and he
looked at him. “He decides if I can stay with you.” This shocked
Heath, but he tried not to show it, just waiting for Ryan to
next?” he asked when Ryan said nothing. He didn’t even reach to
start the car.
have to meet him.” Ryan said begrudgingly, to which Heath only
nodded again. Ryan could tell that he was still in shock, but asking
questions was a good sign. It meant that Heath meant what he had
will be expected of me?” Heath finally said after tossing the
question in his mind as if to see if it was phrased just right. It
seemed to hang heavily in the air, as if there was something that
Ryan didn’t want to tell him.
don’t know yet. It could be bad, but we can get through it,” was
all Ryan ended up saying when he did speak. When Heath looked into
Ryan’s eyes there was no hint of the bear lurking in him. It was
just the Ryan he loved, and so he nodded. Ryan leaned over to take
Heath’s hand, trying to smile. Heath looked over at him, smiling,
and just nodded.
trust you then,” Heath finally said, and Ryan started the car. It
was just a dinner they had planned months ago. It was going to be
simple and romantic, but neither of them ever expected it to be so
monumental. Heath never expected to know what he now did, or that
such a thing was even possible.
drove off together, and Ryan held Heath’s hand for as long as
possible, until they were in heavy traffic. There were still so many
questions that were bouncing through Heath’s head, and he wanted
them answered. Heath held off. He knew that Ryan would tell him in
due time, and that they’d get through it no matter what came next.
Heath had made his decision. Heath wasn’t losing the man that made
this lavish lifestyle worth living. He would hold onto him, no matter
what the cost might be.
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