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Exploring Amy

By Jillyan Leigh

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Copyright 2018 Jillyan Leigh

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My hand trembled as I reached for the doorbell. I wasn’t really sure what I was going to do when Lydia answered the door, but I had not chickened out thus far and I was determined to accomplish my goal. I rang the doorbell and stepped back.

I stood there for what seemed like an eternity and I was beginning to think that Lydia wasn’t going to answer the door. My nerves got the best of me and I quickly turned to walk away. I was disappointed, but I was also somewhat relieved. I had rehearsed several scenarios in my head, but I didn’t trust myself to say what I had come to say anyway.

I had made my retreat as far as the porch steps when Lydia opened the door and said, “Amy, please don’t go.”

I turned around and Lydia was standing in her doorway wearing nothing but a flimsy nightgown. Although she’s a little more than twenty years my senior, she is also the most beautiful woman I have ever met. I couldn’t help but notice her large nipples showing through the thin material of her nightgown. I felt the familiar tingling sensation in my pussy that I feel every time I watch her doing yard work from my bedroom window.

I managed a smile and said, “I’m sorry to bother you, Lydia.”

Lydia flashed me a magnificent smile and said, “Amy, you never bother me. I apologize for my appearance, but I was getting ready to take a nap when you rang the doorbell. I actually came to the door to tell whoever was there to hold on a minute, but I noticed it was you so I opened the door.”

I said, “You look absolutely amazing. Please don’t apologize.”

I knew I had said a dumb thing as soon as the words left my mouth and I felt my face redden. Lydia gave me a curious look and I quickly looked downward as I felt my blush deepen.

Lydia said softly, “Amy, please come in. I’m sure you didn’t come over to stand on the porch.”

I nodded and walked towards Lydia. She turned around just as I reached the front door and I couldn’t help but notice how the nightgown seemed to hug her ass in the most delicious way. I couldn’t help but focus on it as I followed Lydia inside her house.

She led me over to the couch and motioned for me to sit down as she said, “Please have a seat. Would you like something to drink?”

I shook my head and said, “No, thank you. I’m fine.”

Lydia smiled at me and then walked over to a chair facing the couch and sat down.

There was an awkward silence and finally Lydia said, “Your visit is a pleasant surprise. Was there a particular reason for your visit?”

I was so nervous that I had to take a deep breath before saying, “There’s something I was hoping to talk to you about. I guess I sort of need advice.”

Lydia smiled and said, “I know you’ll be enrolling in college in a few weeks. Is it about that?”

I shook my head, but I had completely lost my nerve and couldn’t say a word. Lydia stared at me and her gaze was making me very uncomfortable. My nervousness made me squirm on the couch as I tried my best to think of an excuse that I could tell Lydia to explain why I had come over.

Lydia got a concerned look on her face and said, “Amy, I get the impression that you’re very uncomfortable and I don’t want you to be. I’ve been your neighbor since you were a little girl and I want you to feel like you can talk to me about anything. You obviously came over here for a purpose and I would like for you to tell me what that purpose is.”

I suddenly blurted out, “You’re gay, aren’t you?”

I was mortified that I had blurted out such a thing and the way Lydia laughed uncontrollably deepened my embarrassment tremendously. I was so embarrassed that I buried my face in my hands and tears sprang to my eyes. Lydia startled me by touching my arm and I flinched. I hadn’t even realized that she had gotten up and walked over to me.

Her voice was soft and soothing as she said, “Amy, please don’t be embarrassed. I’m sorry for laughing, but the way you asked about my sexuality struck me as funny. Yes, I am a lesbian and I certainly don’t mind you asking me about it.”

I kept my hands over my face as I said, “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have come over here today.”

Lydia sat down on the couch beside me and said in a firm but gentle voice, “Amy, I wish you’d actually tell me why you came here today. I have a strong suspicion that asking my sexuality wasn’t your main goal. You’re an adult now and you need to act like one. Uncover your face and talk to me about whatever it was you came to talk to me about.”

I knew Lydia was right so I took a deep breath and moved my hands away from my face. My entire body was shaking as I thought hard about what I wanted to say.

Lydia rubbed my hand and said, “Amy, just say what’s on your mind. I won’t get mad at you or judge you.”

I nodded and my voice quivered as I said, “I want to know how you knew you were a lesbian.”

Lydia squeezed my hand and said, “I knew I was attracted to women at a young age. I wasn’t really confused about it, but I did date a couple of boys in high school just to try to fit in with my friends. To make a long story short, those dates just reaffirmed what I already suspected. I started dating girls once I was in college.”

I nodded and asked, “Were you at least a little bit attracted to those boys you dated?”

Lydia laughed softly and said, “No, I wasn’t. In fact, one of the boys asked me if I was gay because of the way I kept dodging his kisses.”

We sat there in silence for a moment and then Lydia said softly, “Amy, I get the impression that you came to talk to me because you’re a little confused about your sexuality. Am I right about that?”

I nodded and said, “I’m attracted to boys, but I think I’m attracted to girls, too.”

Lydia smiled and said, “There’s a possibility that you might be bisexual.”

I said, “I thought of that, too. It’s just weird.”

Lydia patted my hand and said, “It may feel weird now, but I promise you’ll get it sorted out. Are you feeling an attraction towards a particular girl?”

I nodded and Lydia asked, “Is she straight?”

I shook my head and Lydia asked, “Are you friends with her?”

I nodded and Lydia smiled and said, “Well, maybe you ought to talk to her about it. She might be willing to explore that possibility with you.”

I could feel myself blush deeply and Lydia studied my face carefully for a moment before asking, “Do you not feel comfortable talking to her about it?”

I just shrugged my shoulders and Lydia asked, “Why would you not feel comfortable talking to her about it if you’re friends with her?”

I lowered my eyes and said, “I just don’t know how she’d feel about it.”

Lydia said, “If she isn’t straight, I think she’ll understand. There is a possibility that she might not feel the same way about you, but I don’t think it will harm your friendship if you just talk to her about your feelings.”

I gathered up every bit of courage within me and I said, “I fantasize about you and touch myself.”

Lydia was clearly shocked by my revelation and she asked quietly, “Is that right?”

I nodded and said, “Yes, I’ve done that for a couple of years now.”

Lydia stared at me hard for a moment, but then, to my surprise, she leaned in and kissed me. Her soft lips felt heavenly against mine and I eagerly returned her kiss. Our kisses were tender at first, but they soon escalated to a more passionate level. My mouth opened slightly and Lydia’s tongue gently probed my mouth. Her tongue gently bumped against mine and they were soon swirling around one another in a slow erotic dance.

Lydia gently squeezed my breasts and a soft moan escaped my lips when she started pinching and rolling the hardened tip of my left nipple through my shirt and bra. I slid my hand up to her left breast and started using my palm to gently knead it through the thin material of her nightgown. The tip of her nipple strained against the flimsy material and I took it between my middle and ring fingers and gently pinched it as my palm continued the kneading motion.

We continued to hungrily kiss one another as Lydia slid her hand under the hemline of my short skirt. She rubbed and caressed my thigh for a moment before sliding her hand up to my pussy. I moaned as she squeezed my pussy through the lacy material of my panties.

Lydia pulled away from my lips and started kissing and nibbling at my neck as she slid her hand inside my underwear. My pussy was drenched with desire and my slick juices allowed Lydia’s fingers to glide effortlessly up and down my slit. I moaned loudly as Lydia slipped the tip of her finger inside me and rubbed her palm in a slow circular motion.

Her warm breath against my neck sent a shiver down my spine as she whispered, “Your pussy is so wet.”

She kissed a trail up to my ear and took my earlobe in her mouth and gently sucked on it a moment before adding, “I want to taste you so badly.”

I was overcome with lust and I started grinding myself against her hand.

Lydia laughed softly against my neck and whispered, “I’m going to satisfy that hungry little pussy of yours real good, but first I want to get you out of those clothes.”

I started unbuttoning my blouse as Lydia pulled her hand out of my panties and unzipped the side zipper of my skirt. Lydia got up off the couch and pulled my skirt off and placed it on her coffee table. She grabbed hold of the waistband of my panties and pulled them off in one swift motion and placed them on top of my skirt. I put my blouse on the coffee table as well and Lydia reached behind me to unfasten my bra. I shrugged the straps off my shoulders and tossed it on top of my other clothes.

Lydia pulled her nightgown off over her head. She had nothing on underneath the nightgown and I stared at her beautiful body in wonder. Lydia’s large rose colored nipples were nothing short of magnificent. The long hardened tips jutted out proudly from her rather ample bosom and I couldn’t resist leaning over and taking one in my mouth when Lydia sat back down on the couch beside me.

Lydia moaned and caressed my hair as I enthusiastically sucked her nipple and gently bit at the tip. I released that nipple and licked and teased at the other one a moment before taking it in my mouth and sucking it hard. As I alternated between sucking and gently biting her nipples, Lydia slid her hand down and slowly fingered my pussy. The sensation was amazing and I moaned deeply as I buried my face in her breasts.

Lydia pulled my face up and kissed me deeply before turning her attention to my breasts. I gasped as she swirled her tongue around my left nipple in the same sensual rhythm her fingers were rubbing my pussy. My body trembled as she circled my clit with a featherlike touch before darting her fingers back down my slit to my opening. I moaned deeply as her fingers expertly teased my opening by rubbing around it, but not penetrating it.

Lydia released my nipple from her mouth and asked, “Are you a virgin?”

I shook my head to indicate I wasn’t and Lydia kissed me again before thrusting her middle and ring fingers deep inside me. I moaned loudly and ground against Lydia’s fingers as she cradled my body against her. She worked her fingers in and out of my pussy for a moment and then she started rapidly jerking her hand up and down inside me. Her skilled fingers made contact with my g-spot each time they firmly tapped my inner wall.

I had never experienced such a sensation before and I screamed out in ecstasy as my entire body shook uncontrollably. Lydia took my nipple in her mouth and the added sensation was too much. I screamed out her name as my orgasm exploded from deep within me. My body jerked wildly and I could feel my pussy clinging to her fingers as it contracted and released. I was struggling to catch my breath as Lydia nuzzled my neck and carefully removed her fingers from me.

Lydia gently sucked my neck a moment before whispering against my skin, “I love your little tight pussy. It’s so wet for me.”

Lydia bit at my neck as I kissed and nibbled at the side of her neck. I slid my hand down her firm body and rested my palm just above her pussy. I wanted to touch her most intimate area, but I was reluctant because I wasn’t confident that I could make her feel as good as she had made me feel.

Sensing my apprehension, Lydia placed her hand over mine and guided it down to her pussy as she whispered, “Don’t be afraid. Just touch me the way you like to touch yourself. I can teach you the special ways I like to be touched.”

Lydia moaned deeply as I ran my fingers along her drenched slit. I tried to mimic the ways she had touched me and I could tell that it felt good to her. She bit harder at my neck as her moans got louder. I traced light circles around her opening and slid my fingers upward to gently trace circles around her clit. Lydia was moaning almost nonstop and I could feel my confidence building.

Lydia slid her hand down to rest it on top of mine and guided my fingers in a figure eight pattern, with each cross of the eight causing my fingers to make direct contact with her clit. Lydia moaned loudly and threw her head back as I mimicked her hand’s motion. I wanted to make Lydia cum more than anything in the world. I took her nipple in my mouth and gently held it between my teeth as I quickened the speed of my fingers.

Her body was trembling hard as she teetered on the edge of her orgasm. I started sucking her nipple hard as I slightly increased the pressure of my fingers. Lydia screamed out as her orgasm overtook her. A generous amount of juices gushed from her pussy as her body jerked from her release.

Lydia was breathing hard as her orgasm slowly subsided, but she managed to pull me to her and kiss me deeply. Lydia broke free of our kiss and positioned me so that my back was against the arm of the couch. She hovered over me and gave me a deep kiss before starting to kiss a trail down my body. I caressed the back of her head as she kissed her way down my neck and across my chest.

Lydia kissed between my breasts and I moaned loudly as she took my right nipple in her mouth and rolled the tip of my left nipple between her thumb and forefinger. I ran my fingers through her long hair and caressed her shoulders as I embraced the divine sensations that her mouth and fingers were creating. Lydia licked the tip of my nipple a final time before switching to take my other nipple in her mouth. A deep moan escaped my lips as she sucked my left nipple hard and used her fingers to pinch the engorged tip of my right nipple.

My pussy was tingling with anticipation and I could feel my wetness against my upper thigh as Lydia continued her path downward. She kissed a trail down the center of my stomach and paused a moment to delve her tongue in my navel and kiss around its edge.

Lydia continued downward and her warm breath against my skin made my body tremble. She kissed and nibbled at the skin covering my pubic bone and I instinctively spread my legs wide to allow her access to her target. Lydia gently spread my labia apart with her fingers and I exhaled loudly when the flat part of her tongue slowly dragged across the length of my exposed slit.

I threw my head back and moaned loudly as Lydia started enthusiastically lapping at my pussy. Her lips pulled at my delicate folds as she gently sucked up my juices. She flicked her tongue across my clit on every upward movement, sending shockwaves throughout my entire body.

Lydia’s masterful tongue zeroed in on my opening and licked a circle around it before flicking across it. Her tongue entered me and I thrust my hips upward and ground my pussy in her face. Lydia tongue fucked me with a slow and steady rhythm until my legs were shaking uncontrollably.

I was teetering on the edge of orgasm when Lydia slipped two fingers inside me and started quickly pumping them in and out. She darted her tongue upward and started rapidly flicking it across my swollen clit. The combination of her fingers and tongue sent me spiraling into a level of ecstasy I had never known before.

My screams echoed throughout Lydia’s house as the most powerful orgasm of my life overtook me. My body thrashed wildly as wave after wave of pleasure coursed through my body. My orgasm was slow to subside and I felt completely spent as I laid there motionless. Lydia gently kissed my inner thigh and her touch on my hypersensitive skin made my body jerk involuntarily.

Lydia sat up and stroked my leg and asked, “Did you enjoy that?”

I nodded and said, “It was amazing.”

Lydia smiled and said, “I kind of thought you were enjoying yourself.”

I sat up straight and said, “I’m sorry. It took me a minute to get myself together after that orgasm.”

Lydia smiled and said, “Don’t be sorry about that.”

I said, “I just needed a minute. I promise that I planned on returning the favor. I wouldn’t expect you to do that for me and then not do it for you in return.”

Lydia laughed and said, “Amy, I promise that isn’t necessary. I honestly didn’t expect it.”

I felt myself blush deeply and Lydia stopped laughing and looked at me with a soft look on her face and asked, “Were you trying to tell me that you wanted to do that for me?”

I nodded and said, “I wanted to taste you like you tasted me.”

Lydia slid her hand down to her pussy and ran her middle and ring fingers up and down her slit. She pulled her hand away from her pussy and held her fingers to my lips. Her fingers glistened with her juices and I eagerly took them in my mouth and started sucking them clean. I maintained eye contact with Lydia and I could see the lust in her eyes as she watched me suck her fingers.

Lydia got up from the couch and took me by the hand and led me upstairs to her bedroom. She sat down on the edge of the bed and I sat down beside her. Lydia started French kissing me and I could taste my juices on her lips. I was overcome with lust and gently sucked her tongue. I moaned as Lydia rolled my nipples between her fingers and I reached for her breasts so that I could do the same to hers.

Lydia guided me back onto the bed as our tongues remained entwined. She finally broke free of our kiss and my heart raced with anticipation as she straddled my head and lowered her pussy to my face. I took hold of her hips and buried my face in her pussy, eagerly lapping up her juices. The scent and taste of her pussy drove me wild with desire.

Lydia held onto my hair and moaned deeply as I continued to lap at her soaked slit. I tried to mimic what she had done to me as I used my lips to tug at her delicate folds and sucked up her juices. I found her opening and I started lapping at it vigorously. Lydia moaned uncontrollably and ground her pussy against my face. I squeezed her ass cheeks as I pushed my tongue inside her and Lydia immediately started riding my tongue.

I thrust my tongue in and out of her several times before darting it upward to quickly flick her clit. I could feel Lydia’s body trembling and I knew she was close to orgasm. I took her swollen clit in my mouth and gently sucked it. My mouth directly stimulating her clit in such a way was too much for her to handle. She let out a short scream and her body jerked hard as her orgasm overtook her. Her sweet juices gushed from her body and I gently lapped them up until she rolled her body off me and collapsed beside me.

Lydia smiled at me and stroked my hair as she said, “Amy, that was incredible. How did you feel about the experience?”

I smiled and said, “I loved it. It turned me on quite a bit.”

Lydia slid her hand between my legs and gave me a mischievous smile and said, “Your pussy is dripping wet. I think I’ve got a cure for that.”

I gave Lydia a puzzled look and she just giggled and kissed my forehead before getting out of bed and heading towards her bathroom. I wasn’t sure what Lydia had in mind, but my pussy was tingling with anticipation. My excitement made it seem like Lydia was gone for an eternity, but she soon stepped back into the bedroom and my eyes were automatically drawn to the large strap-on dildo she was wearing.

My shock must have registered on my face because Lydia said, “Don’t look so surprised. You’ve already admitted to me that you like dick so it makes perfect sense that I give you some.”

I couldn’t help but stare at the size of the dildo and Lydia giggled and asked, “What’s wrong? Is my dick bigger than what you’re used to?”

I nodded and Lydia said, “That’s why that pussy of yours is always hungry. It’s never been fully satisfied. I plan to change that.”

Lydia crawled on the bed and said, “Get on all fours. I want to fuck you from behind so you can feel my eight inches real good.”

I rolled over on my stomach and raised myself up on all fours. Lydia positioned herself behind me and a deep moan escaped my lips when I felt her tongue start lapping at my pussy from behind. She slid a finger inside me and started slowing working it in and out.

The combination of her tongue and finger felt heavenly and I rocked backwards to meet each thrust of her finger. Lydia started grinding her finger inside me as she licked around the edge of my opening. I gasped loudly and my body bucked forward when Lydia’s tongue traveled past my pussy and made direct contact with my asshole. My sudden forward motion caused Lydia’s finger to slip out of my pussy.

Lydia asked softly, “Have you never had anyone play with your ass before?”

I was embarrassed by my reaction and I said, “No. I’m sorry I jumped like that. It just startled me because I wasn’t expecting it.”

Lydia laughed softly and playfully slapped my ass cheek before saying, “This is going to be a day packed full of new experiences for you.”

Lydia reached over to her bedside table and opened the drawer. I watched her curiously as she pulled out a bottle of lube. She closed the drawer and then took her position behind me again. I heard the cap on the lube flip open and I flinched when I felt a cold dollop of the lube drip onto my tight puckered hole.

I moaned softly when Lydia’s finger started rubbing my asshole in a slow circular motion as she coated her finger with the lube. She rubbed the tip of the flexible dildo up and down my sopping wet slit as she continued teasing my asshole. The divine sensations she created had my pussy throbbing.

Lydia positioned the dildo at my opening and a deep moan escaped my lips as she started slowly pushing it inside me. The dildo was much thicker than my ex-boyfriend’s cock and it was stretching my pussy open in the most delicious way. I moaned and bucked my hips backwards, longing to feel the dildo deep inside me. I soon felt Lydia’s harness against my ass and I knew that I had taken the entire length of the dildo.

Lydia squeezed my ass cheek and asked, “How do you like my dick?”

I shamelessly ground my pussy against the dildo and said, “I love your big dick.”

Lydia ground the dildo inside me and said, “I’m going to fuck your little pussy harder than it’s ever been fucked before.”

Lydia started thrusting slowly and I moaned as she pulled all but the tip out, allowing me to feel the entire eight inches sliding back inside me. Her finger continued to circle and press at my asshole as she steadily pumped the dildo in and out of my pussy. I was so aroused that my juices were flowing nonstop.

Lydia pushed the tip of her finger past my tight sphincter as she quickened the speed of her thrusts, sending a shockwave throughout my body. The dildo filled my pussy in a way that it had never been filled before and Lydia’s finger in my ass added an even greater dimension to the sheer ecstasy I was feeling. I pushed myself back against the dildo and her finger hard, wanting to be filled as much as possible. Taking my cue, Lydia started thrusting hard and fast inside me as she plunged the entire length of her finger inside my tight passageway.

I screamed out with pleasure and Lydia started pumping her finger in and out of my ass in rhythm with the pace she was using to pound my pussy with the dildo. I slammed myself back against her to meet her thrusts. Lydia took hold of my hip with her left hand to steady herself and she started ramming the dildo into me as hard and fast as she could. Lydia pulled her finger from my ass and added a second finger to it before plunging both fingers deep into my ass.

I screamed at the top of my lungs, “Fuck me hard, Lydia! Fuck me hard!”

Lydia rammed the dildo into my pussy hard and deep with each thrust as she slammed her fingers into my ass equally as hard. My entire body was shaking so hard that I fell forward on my forearms as Lydia continued to mercilessly pound my pussy and ass. The combination of the dildo and Lydia’s fingers simultaneously pumping in and out of me massaged my inner walls in a way that I never thought possible and created an overwhelming sense of fullness deep inside me.

I was on the brink of my orgasm as Lydia reached around with her left hand and pinched my swollen clit. I screamed out Lydia’s name as my orgasm completely consumed me. My body thrashed violently as wave after wave of pure gratification washed through me. Lydia gently pulled the dildo and her fingers out of me, eliciting several small involuntary jerks from my body.

I was completely spent as I laid there trying desperately to catch my breath. Lydia caressed my cheek and kissed my forehead before getting off the bed and heading towards the bathroom. She returned with a washcloth a few moments later and gently spread my legs to clean me. A throbbing sensation was still radiating from my pussy and the warm washcloth felt amazing as she carefully wiped me clean. She then folded the washcloth in half and guided me on my side so she could clean the excess lube off my ass.

Lydia smiled at me and leaned down and tenderly kissed my lips before walking back towards the bathroom. She returned seconds later and climbed into bed beside me. She wrapped her arms around me and I snuggled close against her.

Lydia kissed my cheek and said, “Amy, you’ll never know how much it means to me that you chose to come see me today. I hope your experiences today help you better understand your sexuality.”

I nodded and said, “Lydia, you’ll never know how much today meant to me. I had fantasized about you for so long and you made those fantasies a reality. Truthfully, the reality was better than my fantasies.”

Lydia smiled and stroked my hair as she said, “I’d love for you to come visit me anytime the mood strikes you to.”

I smiled and said, “I plan to visit you a lot.”

Lydia laughed softly and said, “I’d love that more than anything in this world.”

Lydia kissed the top of my head and said, “Amy, I love laying here with you, but I know your parents will be home from work soon. I don’t want to put you in a situation where you have to make up an excuse for being at my house.”

I smiled and said, “My parents went on a weekend getaway. They won’t be home until Sunday night.”

Lydia smiled wide and said, “I’d hate for you to be in that big house by yourself at night. Maybe you ought to stay here with me the next couple of nights. There are a few more things you haven’t experienced yet and I’d be more than happy to provide you with those experiences.”

I giggled and said, “I was hoping that you’d make that offer.”

Lydia laughed and said, “The great thing about having a sleepover at my house is that you don’t have to fool with packing pajamas.”

I giggled and said, “That’s definitely an added bonus.”

Lydia tenderly kissed my cheek before saying, “I think now is the perfect time for you to learn how lesbians shower together.”

I giggled and said, “That definitely sounds like something I need to know.”

Lydia giggled and we both sat up and got out of bed. She gave me a quick kiss on the lips before taking hold of my hand and leading me towards the bathroom.


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