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Amber M. Kestner

A Girl For Her

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A Girl For Her

Copyright ©2017 Amber M. Kestner

Chapter 1

Let our story begin in a small town called Rose County, there is a beautiful blonde hair young woman, she has blonde hair long wavy soft curls, blue eyes, five feet five inches and one hundred five pounds with pearl white skin. Her name is   Angel Knight.

Angel works in a bookstore cafe that serves excellent coffee’s, latte’s, and so much more. She even gets newest edition of every book. Let’s take a look as to see what she’s up to.

“ Shauna, get table seven a Caramel Latte stat.” Angel said to her fellow co-worker.

Shauna Meigs is nineteen years old with short curly brunette hair, brown eyes, five feet six inches and at one hundred pounds. She’s been working with Angel for about six months but is quick on her feet.

“ I am on it, boss.” Shauna said in her sweet voice.

Angel always greeted her customers with kindness including the young kid’s who’d want Chocolate Milk to enjoy while their parents enjoyed coffee. One of her oldest customers still greets her every day. She has peppered hair, green eyes, one hundred thirty pounds, and about five feet four inches.

“ You always have such a beautiful spirit, sweet Angel.” softly speaking Misses Ingrid Carlington.

Angel hugged Ingrid replying,

“ As you are my favorite customer, Ingrid, can I get you anything today?”

Ingrid shook her head no patting Angel’s hand responding,

“ No, it’s fine, sweet girl, I am enjoying a good book today.”

Angel smirked replying,

“ What are you reading?”

Ingrid smiled with a grin responding,

“ One of my all time favorite’s Little House on the Prairie by Laura Ingalls, oh you would love it, with wild adventure and so much more.”

Angel chuckled replying,

“ If I wasn’t so busy managing this store with tourists I’d be for a good book.”

Ingrid patted Angel’s hand again responding,

“ It’s okay, dear child.”

Angel gave Ingrid a kiss on the cheek then went back to check on Shauna.

“ Everything going okay, Shauna?” Angel said in a stern voice.

Shauna came up to Angel holding her shoulder’s replying,

“ Scarlett Thomas is looking for you, she’s in your office.”

Angel let out a frustrated sigh. The thought of Scarlett actually being her in cafe just made Angel’s skin crawl. Scarlett was Angel’s ex-girlfriend during their high school days. Scarlett has black short wavy hair, blue eyes, one hundred twenty pounds, and five feet seven inches and very attractive. Angel’s relationship with Scarlett was very abusive which led Angel to break things off with Scarlett before graduation because she couldn’t simply take it anymore. When graduation was over, all Angel wanted to do was just move away and start up her bookstore cafe that she always dreamed about and just have a new life. She never thought Scarlett would find her here in Rose County.

  Angel started walking towards her office where Scarlett was waiting for her.   Angel opened the door and walked in. Scarlett was still beautiful as ever, even though Angel was sick at the sight of her being there. Just seeing Scarlett was enough to make her blood pressure rise and her stress levels to go through the roof. Not to mention all of the negative memories that came flooding back.

“ What are you doing here, Scarlett?” Angel asked.

Scarlett had her hands behind her head with her legs stretched out on the desk as she chuckled replying,

“ I am just here to check on you, sweetheart, is that such a crime?”

Angel cringed with Scarlett called her sweetheart. Hearing that just made Angel more furious to the point one could see fumes coming out of her ears.

“ You don’t belong anywhere near me, Scarlett. What are you doing here?””

Scarlett let out a laugh loud enough that everyone in the store could hear then lowered her voice replying,

“ Princess, you are in my court now, I have decided to take over everything you own and place it in my name.”

Angel rolled her eyes responding,

“ You need to get out of my store, NOW!”

Scarlett chuckled again replying,

“ No way, I have a hold on you completely. Remember when you promised that I could have you if anything happened to my life partner?”

Angel backed into the wall startled responding,

“ No, no I don’t.”

Scarlett got up from the desk, walking over to Angel replying,

“ Sure, you do, it’s what we made as a agreement back in High School after we broke up. We agreed that if either one of us stays single or loses their partner, we hook back up.”

Angel shook her head no back and forth repeatedly responding,

“ No, no, this can’t be that time.”

Scarlett got closer to Angel then rubbed her shoulder gently replying,

“ Oh yes it is, see because my wife died in a fatal car crash and my children got taken back to Oregon to their real parents, so I am all alone. So, let’s say we go show your friends and everyone what a wonderful couple we are again.”

Angel felt Scarlett pinching her arm as they exited the office then switched to holding hands. Shauna happen to catch glimpse of them holding hands shaking her head no in disapproval. As Angel locked eyes on a customer that had gray eyes, brunette pixie hair, five feet ten inches and one hundred eighty pounds.

Scarlett gave a jealous look at the customer and pushed Angel to the counter. Angel felt a shiver down her spine as she whispered to Shauna,

“ Keep a close eye on that brunette with a pixie cut not sure who she is just know Scarlett is jealous of her.”

Shauna winked going to meet the brunette for her order. Scarlett growled in Angel’s ear.

“ What is that kid doing?”

Angel shrugged responding,

“ Doing her job, taking a order.”

Scarlett put her hand on Angel’s shoulder then dug her nails in replying,

“ That brunette is about to be history, order her out of here or I will shoot everyone in this damn store.”

Angel squealed with Scarlett hurting her with tears as she called to Shauna,

“ Who is that lady you are ordering from?”

Shauna raised a brow then kneel down asking the ladies name as Shauna replied back,

“ Her name is Jana, why?”

Angel felt Scarlett pinching even harder whispering,

“ Do it or everyone dies.”

Angel felt a tear run down her face telling Shauna,

“ Jana, needs to leave.”

Jana got up from her table walked over to Angel with furious red eyes then stood at the counter with their eyes locked,

“ I will not leave this store until I get my reading through and some coffee, I am a customer and not to be picked out of this crowd to be harassed by some bitch.”

Scarlett pulled the gun on Angel’s back with tears still flowing,

“ Please, Jana, I beg you to leave.”

Jana looked closer at Angel seeing tears in the woman’s eyes then looked at Scarlett with a snarled response,

“ You are jealous of me, so you are going to kill the owner, nice woman, real nice. I am leaving so innocent people don’t get hurt. Shauna give me a call when that bitch has left this fucking building.”

Jana walked back to her table, grabbed her purse and left. Angel felt so bad for that woman, she hadn’t done anything wrong. Angel did everything she could not to scream.

Chapter 2

Angel felt her nerves shaking though Scarlett still had the gun pressed against her back.   Scarlett whispered into Angel’s ear,

“ I am now leaving you, vile woman. Even though my wife is gone, you will be mine next.”

Angel wanted to hurl so badly because she couldn’t imagine herself with Scarlett. Now, as for Jana that woman looked like the settling type though Shauna is too but she had promised herself to stay single since Jana is most likely taken and Shauna is in college with most likely a girlfriend or boyfriend at the moment.

Angel appreciated that Scarlett didn’t hurt or kill anyone in her store that would be so devastating. Scarlett left the store with a bounce in her step, after she went through the door and waited for her to go down the road, everyone got up and didn’t speak for a few minutes.

Angel, can’t figure out why Scarlett called her vile, she hadn’t done anything except break it off because of the abusing and controlling that would get out of hand. Shauna came up to Angel saying,

“ What is with that woman? Every time, we try to make a sale she interferes. Jana is our best customer too, she has been coming here for years.”

Angel raised a brow at Shauna replying,

“ She has?”

Shauna chuckled responding,

“ You are so blind at times, yes she has. She orders Vanilla Mocha with a Red Velvet cake. She reads anything from Romance to Horror depending on her day.”

Angel sighed patting Shauna on her shoulder replying,

“ You are a great waitress and friend.”

Shauna rolled her eyes responding,

“ I have to get to class, everyone has left. So, we might as well close up and head home for the day. Are you going out tonight?”

Angel placed her hands on the counter fondling with a rag replying,

“ Maybe for a jog but no date.”

Shauna smirked responding,

“ We can go get drinks, I am needing time away from the dorm.”

Angel felt so lucky to be a boss that she can have control on she hangs out with. Angel looked up at Shauna seeing her young co-worker making her feel beautiful in a good way. She reached across holding Shauna’s hand saying,

“ If you are sure, you want to hang with a twenty-seven year old woman?”

Shauna laughed replying,

“ Here is my cell number, text me when you are ready. I will be waiting.”

Angel blushed with a nervous giggle as she saw Shauna leave. Angel couldn't wait to hang out with her own co-worker though it did seem off a bit. She closed the shop up and headed back home to get ready for her first date in many years. Especially after all the hell Scarlett put her through and still does.

Angel texted Shauna to see where they would meet turned out to be a bar in town that has always set Shauna on a drinking frenzy on weekends. At least that is what Shauna texted her. Angel got dressed in her blue blouse and tight blue jeans than did her hair in a fancy updo just to make her look beautiful. She never bothered with makeup she always went all natural.

Angel grabbed her black heels, slipping them on at ease and then grabbed her purse as she headed off to the bar which is only fifteen minutes from her apartment. Soon as she reached the bar, Shauna lit up like a Christmas tree filled with joy. Angel and Shauna exchanged kisses on the cheeks then headed inside.

They sat at a table near the door with their Screwdrivers meaning the drinks that had orange juice and vodka.   Shauna spoke loudly over the music saying,

“ I should have choose a more quieter place, let's go for a walk around the park.”

Angel couldn't agree more though she didn't care for her drink neither she was to nervous for anything to relax her. Angel replied loudly,

“ Yes, please let's get out of here.”

They grabbed one another's hands and exited the bar as Shauna shook her head no feeling so awful responding,

“ I should have taken you to the park instead of a noisy bar.”

Angel squeezed Shauna's hand replying,

“ It's okay, you didn't know. It is our first night out together.”

Shauna smiled nodding realizing that Angel is right. They walked silently to the park just holding hands and enjoying one another without really even trying to bring up any conversation. In the back of Angel's mind, she wondered what Jana would be doing or where would she'd be. Shauna had stopped walking as Angel stopped too, Shauna turned around saying,

“ Angel, I know this isn't exactly a date. I just wanted to see what would happen if we did date or at least see how far we got.”

Angel raised her brows at Shauna replying,

“ Shauna, I thought we were hanging out not dating especially after what Scarlett did today.”

Shauna put her foot in the ground responding,

“ I know, I know, but we can try, right?”

Angel looked around nervously then replied,

“ True, we can.”

Though after two weeks Shauna and Angel didn't see each other anymore they stayed working together. Big difference was age, Shauna being a teenager and Angel a grown woman. Angel stopped dating after that because she couldn't handle another heartache.

Chapter 3

"Do I seriously have to go on this date? I mean seriously what if he's like the last one?"

Jana complained to her best friend of Fifteen Years, as Destiny replied,

"Girl, I have already settled down and had a child, you need to give this guy a chance heck who knows Gunther could be the one ever thought of that?"

Jana responded to Destiny,

"Gunther is nice but it's one date not a whole answer right away on anything for all I know he could be a stalker or a murderer."

Destiny got a laugh out of that response and replied,

"You know Jana if you prefer a woman I do know someone that would make it worth your while."

Jana raised her eyebrow at Destiny responding,

"For one you know I'm straight and I am not going to date a woman just because you find it amusing to assume I'm so hysteric when it comes to men."

Destiny shrugged replying,

"Suit yourself but don't be so critical on Gunther he could be worth it."

Jana heard the doorbell while responding,

"You got me there but doesn't mean anything."

As she answered the door she saw it was Gunther in a black suit with a red tie while she wore a lovely red dress that fit her body perfectly. Gunther kissed her hand saying,

"You look very beautiful tonight, you ready for our date?"

Jana smiled sweetly replying,

"Yes I am."

Then as she was about to close the door she let out a shout to the back of the house to Destiny saying,

"Destiny, if you're going out tonight please be sure to lock up. See you later this evening."

As Jana closed the door behind her she walked down the steps to Gunther's car and saw how gorgeous it was being that it was brand new it's a 2003 Monte Carlo red with tinted windows, the car blew Jana's breath away. As Gunther opened the car door she saw it had leather seats knowing it had cost a fortune to get a beautiful car like this. She sat in the car as she waited for Gunther to make his way around quickly as he got in on his side she looked over at him, smiled again then turned away facing the road as he started the car and they were on their way to a fancy restaurant. Gunther cleared his throat saying,

"We are going to Maya's Italian Diner if that is okay with you?"

Jana smiled lightly replying,

“ Sure, sounds perfect."

Though in the back of her mind she rather have a steak with some potatoes and green beans but that is okay Italian is good too. They arrived at the restaurant ten minutes before their reservations as she got out of the car, she saw the beauty of the restaurant and enjoyed the cool breeze of the evening. Jana saw that their was a fountain, walked over to it as she sat down to take off her heels then climbed on the edge with her heels in her hands and taking each step around as Gunther looked bored trying to get her down as she said,

"I am having fun relax nothing to be embarrassed of."

Gunther replied gratingly,

"You know what this is supposed to be a serious date to get to know one another not fool around and be kids come on we work as professionals in a hospital get a grip."

Jana didn't like his smart mouth so she responded,

"I guess I'm not the one you want then because I like to have fun and not be serious all the time, go home.”

Gunther walked off leaving her on the side of the fountain as she walked around it several times until she headed home herself.


Angel was taking a jog near her favorite fountain when she heard this couple arguing the lady was beautiful for sure in that red dress it took her breath away but she just watched as it seemed to be bad timing to approach her with the guy looking like a jerk. Angel took out her phone and snapped a picture of the woman so she could remember what she looks like the next time she went out. As she turned to leave some guy approach her saying,

"So what are you doing out here in the middle of the night by yourself?"

Angel rolled her eyes replying,

"How about none of your business?"

The guy responded,

"Listen here baby you're coming home with me tonight alright?"

Angel pushed him away and walked off as the guy grabbed her wrist saying,

"I don't like the way you are treating me, you might want to behave little missy."

Angel struggled against him and then kicked him in the balls saying,

"How about this you ignorant asshole keep your hands off of me and let me on my way."

The guy laid their still whimpering as she ran to the other end of the park where she saw the lady sulking in her tears as it seemed she was heading home too, Angel quietly approached her saying,

"Miss, are you okay?"

The lady looked up at Angel replying,

"I am having a bad night."

Angel patted the lady on the shoulder responding,

"Would you like me to walk you home? I'm Angel by the way."

the lady smiled replying,

"Sure, it wouldn't hurt, I am Jana."

Angel had to remember her name for sure, the lady was beautiful and took her breath away. As they walked about four miles away from the park, she saw that Jana looked rosy-cheeked asking politely,

"You look like you haven't ate this evening, would you like to go somewhere to eat that is both reasonable and fun? maybe a cafe down the road?"

Jana smiled at Angel uncontrollably replying,

"That would be wonderful, I am actually starved since my date decided to be a jerk."

Angel felt so happy at that moment because the guy left her and it was her chance to make a new friend. Angel responded,

"Don't worry I had a rough one too, some random guy tried to take me home with him so I kicked him in the balls making sure he couldn't get up for a while, what went wrong with yours?"

Jana sadly replied,

"He didn't want to have fun and I did, he wouldn't even join me on the fountain for fun."

Angel shook her head responding,

"I would have joined you it looks fun and enjoyable."

Jana was relieved to make a new friend in the middle of the night but she wasn't going to be home alone for sure. As they reached the cafe it was at the worst time to be closed that is when Angel came up with another plan as she gently patted Jana on the arm saying,

"How about we go to my place it's about another block away and I'll make you something and even make a cup coffee or tea whichever you like, I will even make you something you would probably enjoy, so what do you say?"

Jana laughed replying,

"Yes, that sounds fine, I rather not be home alone tonight anyways my roommate and best friend went out tonight so I'd like a night away."

Angel released her shoulder and smiled all the way to the house feeling pleasant that she got someone to finally hang out with.


I was left to be by myself walking home after a completely distresses date with Gunther, he needs to be more fun not so uptight. I couldn't help bursting into tears after another horrible date with some guy who is always about work and no fun it's quite stupid even to cry over it but then as about a mile away from the park a commotion was going on and I turned around to see some lady getting into a struggle with some guy then as I went to continue walking she kicked him right in the balls and that made her smile also giggle a little as she saw the lady running in her direction she continued walking in a slow pace no rush to get home into a empty house since Destiny and Roscoe had a date night on the town. Jana got a startled as the lady approached her to check on her as they kept talking ended up getting to know what happened turned out the ladies name is Angel and she seemed fun to be around, I was more in shock that she invited me to her house for dinner since the small cafe here in town is closed. Jana couldn't believe she made a new friend that night as they finally approached a small apartment complex it gave her a whole new perspective that some like to live in quiet and alone. Angel and Jana walked side by side to Angel's apartment as they got about three stories up the tall building they finally reached the door that read number 30C. Angel reached for her key in the back pocket and slid the key in the hole, turning it, opening the door slipping aside,

"Guests first."

Jana walks in seeing its dark as Angel closes the door and turns on lights apologizing for it not being organized as Jana looks around saying,

"Oh it's alright, I understand being busy and exhausted."

Angel rushed over to Jana and grabbed her hand guiding her to the kitchen setting her at the bar as Angel then smiled saying,

"What would Miss Jana like as a drink and to eat? I have Mountain Dew,Dr. Pepper, Sweet Ice Tea,Milk and of course Water. As for food I can make Mac & Cheese, Sandwiches, Ramen Noodles, and possibly a TV Dinner of Lasagna."

Jana felt her stomach rumble but she honestly replied,

"I will take a water and I'll settle for a Sandwich preferably what you make will be good."

Angel smiled grabbing two glasses from the cabinet responding,

"I will do the same for myself then, so Jana what are your thoughts of dating?"

Jana looked down at the counter replying,

"I don't like to because it's no fun."

Angel could relate in that matter as she responded,

"I can relate it isn't fun no more and seems all guys want is one thing."

Jana looked up at Angel with a shy smile replying,

"When was the last time you've dated or been in a relationship?"

Angel looked down as she served the water to Jana and started making the sandwiches responding,

"I have dated and been in a relationship unfortunately the one I was with for two years left me for someone else and it was hard to move on from that relationship and haven't found anyone else just yet."

Jana couldn't beat that she has never been in a stable relationship to experience. Angel could see the sadness in Jana's eyes as realizing it wasn't best to ask the question and avoid it at best. So Angel figured asked a different question as she put the sandwiches on the table as she waved Jana over saying,

"Dinner is served we are having ham and cheese with light mayo,lettuce,tomato, and light salt and pepper. I hope that is okay? I do also wonder what made you move out here?"

Jana walked over to the table sitting in the chair beside Angel replying,

"It sounds great and looks yummy, I have moved out here because I wanted a change of pace and also to try and explore what is around here, I am from Sampson which is about two hours from here."

Angel smiled with her mouthful with finishing her bite she responded,

"I have a idea where that is though I have never left here even since my parents passed away and being alone has been my best option an I rather not deal with a roommate."

Jana liked her best friend and roommate but they needed one another for the support she couldn't imagine being by herself too much with no one to speak with so she replied,

"I am sure in time you will find someone to love and support you."

Angel laughed responding,

"Sorry, I rather just deal with my customers and my co-worker/friend Shauna otherwise everyone else is just annoying and doesn't understand me."

Jana felt compelled to say something but didn't as she finished her sandwich and Angel handled the plates and glasses. Angel could suddenly feel the tension between her and Jana as it turned into a rather late night being close to five in the morning with neither of them on set minds and in need of rest. Angel went to the closet getting Jana her bed clothes for the couch since she didn't feel particular having someone in her bed, she folded the blanket at the end of the couch and set the pillow on top. Then went to her room grabbed a nightgown for Jana, brought it to her saying,

"This is all I have the bathroom is in my room but I will not barge in on you until you are done, go ahead and get yourself settle in will speak later."

Jana got up from the table and headed to get herself settled in for the night/morning since they have pulled an all niter. Angel watched Jana head to the direction to her bedroom and could feel herself so curious what it'd be like to be with Jana full time then she shook her head thinking better of it not to imagine being with another woman it'd only cause more heartache even the thought of being in love felt wrong especially what Scarlet did in the end that left her hurt so bad to where she felt so sick to her stomach that she rather hurl then feel that type of relationship again. Angel decided to watch television until she heard Jana get out of the shower since she rather not walk in since it is rude.

Angel knocked on the bathroom door saying,

"Jana, are you dressed?"

Jana replied instantly,

"Yes, I am."

Angel walked into the room as Jana came out of the bathroom and Angel sat on the bed looking at Jana with sorrow eyes saying,

"I am sorry for earlier ever since my last ex-girlfriend left me, I feel that I have to act on it by hurting someone."

Jana sat next to her responding,

"It's okay you didn't mean to, we both have had a rough night I will take the couch it's fine."

Angel shook her head no and slightly grabbed Jana's hands replying,

"Can you please stay with me in here, I have slept alone for quite some time now and I can't take it much more."

Jana looked around nervously trying to come up with words to say but could only respond,

"I am not sure I could this is all still new to me being with another woman."

Angel felt so remorse to her thoughts of being with a beautiful woman that has literally took her heart for extra leaps. Angel held on to Jana's hands a little longer saying,

"I understand if you must though I think you are beautiful in your own way and I will be in here if you need me."

Jana released her hands and walked away, closing the door behind her as Angel heard Jana crawl onto the couch and go to sleep. Angel sighed as she made her way into the shower with her night clothes as she stripped down completely turning on the faucet to the shower and just getting right in relaxing in the heat feeling her tense body having a hard time calming down. As she jumped hearing the bathroom door creak open as she looked through the glass she saw it was Jana looking at her, so she just scrubbed her body even feeling Jana's eyes on her and as she turned her head around slightly she saw that Jana had sat on the toilet saying,

"Angel, I can't sleep."

Angel replied shyly,

"Oh, I'm sorry if the shower bothered you Jana wasn't trying to disturb you."

Jana's voice came back shaky responding,

"It's not that Angel, I just never had a friend who cared like you do and my best friend Destiny doesn't understand me, she has a husband and a child a life I have always wanted but unfortunately tables have turned to where I can't find that one guy I do love."

Angel felt bad for falling in lust with a straight woman she should have no better and replied,

"Jana, men have no idea what they are missing you are as beautiful as they come and I would appreciate you more than any man would."

Jana turned her face away by responding,

"Thank you Angel, I am straight though by far not interested in women. I just want a guy to understand how much it would mean for me to settle down and not rush me into the bedroom."

Angel sighed and shut off the water as she saw Jana leave the bathroom feeling unsure how to handle Jana she just dried off and looked herself in the mirror then slipped her clothes on then headed to bed in silence.

Jana left the bathroom in silence as soon as she saw Angel get out and just sat on the couch in thought of why Angel kept admitting her attraction to Jana it made no sense whatsoever. She just didn't understand so she got out of the night clothes and into her date night clothes, then left to her own home closing the door quietly not disturbing Angel, she was thankful they didn't switch numbers at that moment. As soon as she got halfway down the hall she heard a voice call her an as soon as she turned around it was Angel and she slowed her pace saying,

"Angel, I must go this isn't right for either of us, I rather just be left alone since I am straight and you are obviously lesbian."

Angel turned Jana around replying,

"Look at me so what I feel attracted to you and I am actually bisexual just prefer a woman, that makes me no different. Jana, I will not hurt you in any way just come back to my apartment please."

Jana shook her head no, the next thing she knew, she felt soft lips against hers then they were released as Jana couldn't breath. Jana looked at Angel as she touched her lips with shaking hands responding,

"Why did you do that? I told you I am straight and you just kiss me as a innocent woman with hunger."

Angel laughed shaking her head replying,

"You are literally blind Jana, as I told you I think you are beautiful and I am wanting you to come back to my apartment. I am not out to hurt you at all, I find you very attractive and no man will ever treat you the way I do."

Jana shoved Angel against the wall responding,

"You have no idea who I am and what I am about you can't just assume what I will feel towards a man if their is one good enough for me."

Angel crossed her arms over her chest replying,

"Jana, you didn't even hear me again but that is okay."

Angel gently grabs Jana by the hand and drags her back to the apartment closing the door behind her saying,

"Okay, listen to me one more time I find you very beautiful and I'm not going to be some guy who leaves you hanging like that idiot did yesterday evening, I am willing to show you what a real woman can do to please you in every way."

Jana stood their just looking at Angel dumbstruck unsure what to say as she just thinks of what to say next but nothing comes to words. Jana sits on the couch without a word as Angel sits next to her saying,

"I am sorry for being so honest with you but since I met you yesterday evening, I just can't and won't let my feelings go without knowing."

Jana looked at Angel replying,

"Why me? out of all the women in this world you choose me in which I'm nothing to anyone else, my best friend Destiny has the life I want and crave for."

Angel smiled as she hugged Jana responding,

"That is where you are blind on, women that are friends or couples can have all that as well, give me a chance to show you and will go from there."

Jana took a deep breath looking down at her hands replying,

"Are you sure about this? I mean we just met and I am not sure what to think of all this? I wouldn't even know what to tell anyone that knows me?"

Angel placed a finger over Jana's lips responding,

"We can keep it hidden okay. I want what is best for you and myself, I have never been attracted to a straight woman before but you take my breath away."

Jana gently removed Angel's finger from her lips replying,

"I have never met anyone so crazy about me but I need to call my roommate Destiny and let her know where I ended up since she might still think I'm with Gunther."

Angel grabbed her house phone responding,

"You can just tell her you ran into me on the way home and we are just having coffee or whatever you wish to tell her."

Jana nodded then took the phone into the bedroom as she dialed the apartment number upon answering first ring was Destiny,

"Hello, who is this?"

Jana sighed replying,

"Hey Destiny, it's me Jana just calling to tell you my date with Gunther went bad and I am safe with someone new that I came across while walking home."

Destiny sounded frustrated of course responding,

"Where are you? I am coming to get you now...and you better give me that address."

Jana then hung up the phone and walked out to living room to see Angel smiling saying,

"How did it go?"

Jana shook her head replying,

"Destiny thinks she can just take me from where I am and take me back there for a lecture on my dating points but I hung up on her so she couldn't find me, I hope you didn't have caller ID."

Angel smiled responding,

"I do not so she can't come get you."

Jana smiled herself thankfully for Destiny not able to find her right away in the meantime as she gets to know Angel a bit more. Jana and Angel talked most the day away stealing kisses every now an then but nothing more went beyond that even though in the back of Jana's mind she wasn't sure what to feel with Angel it was a whole new path that has taken her for a leap of faith. Jana held Angel's hand saying,

"I am glad we met but I must get changed and head to work even though I don't want to with Destiny working there."

Angel held her hand a little tighter replying,

"How about we take a different root for your job, you can come work at my bookstore/cafe downtown it isn't that far and you can leave that job it obviously isn't worth it?"

Jana shook her head responding,

"No, it isn't worth it and I am glad to have lost a day of sleep with you, so I'm ready to move on to your job but I mustn't worn out my stay I must go back to my apartment and work on living near you at least so I'm not to far out of my way but it'll take me awhile to get where I need to be."

Angel nodded with a smile kissing Jana softly on the lips then releasing replying,

"We can take this slow and date it is no issue, I would love it if you lived near me but I know how money can be tight and such so in time you will be here in my neighborhood."

Jana smiled then walked with Angel to the door as they gave each other one more kiss then Jana grabbed her purse and left. Angel could feel herself getting a bit chilly being by herself then a knock startled her thoughts, she peeked out the door it was Jana as she opened it saying,

"I forgot to give you my number let me write it on a pad for you."

Angel smiled grabbing a pen and pad of paper as they switched numbers then they kissed one more time than Jana left as Angel watched the beautiful woman walked in pleasure. Angel slowly closed her door then sighed as she leaned against it feeling the sudden loss of her new love leaving for a while which they forgot to exchange on and they have a positive outcome.


Soon as Angel got up from the door, her doorbell rang she was hoping it was just Jana coming back again for something else but when she looked at the peephole she saw it was Scarlett so she sighed and unlocked her door saying,

"What do you need Scarlett? We broke up a long time ago."

Scarlett pushed Angel inside and they both landed on the couch as Scarlett kissed her long and hard as Angel try to shove her off then once she pushed her off saying,

"What do you want Scarlett?"

Scarlett gave a sweet smile replying,

"I want you back of course baby, you are my world I realize that."

Angel shoved her out of the apartment replying,

"Get the heck out of here and never come back, you found love in someone else and so have I, so get out,GET OUT!"

Angel locked the apartment again then crawled into a corner rocking herself with the fright of Scarlett breaking the door down since she is crazy enough too.

Chapter 4

Angel fell asleep an hour later with a thought of Jana in her mind seeing her beauty in her dreams as they kiss with pleasure taking on a full sexual thought from feeling each others breasts to going down on each other then ending with a cuddle that made her heart leap. As soon as she heard a knock her door she could hear Jana calling her name and she ran to the door hugging her tightly saying,

"I have missed you, oh my goodness I have had a rough evening after you left, my ex girlfriend Scarlett came by and forcefully kissed me an expected me to take her back, oh please,please,please just stay with me Jana so she don't come back."

Jana held Angel gently brushing her hair and pushing her lightly to the couch replying,

"I have missed you too and I am sorry you had a rough night, I will stay with you as long as you need me and Scarlet isn't getting you, you have me."

Angel looked up with teary eyes responding,


Jana nodded and wiped away the tears replying,

"Yes, I am right here and I won't let you go."

Angel kissed Jana's cheek as Jana did the same as she lifted Angel's head saying,

"So when you did sleep what did you dream of?"

Angel turned away and blushed replying,

"Ummmm....I am not sure how to tell you this but.....I um..uh...had a hot dream of us."

Jana turned Angel around responding,

"Oh really?"

Angel giggled replying,


Jana and Angel giggled together then Angel got up from the couch and pulled Jana with her to the kitchen saying,

"We need breakfast, it's been a long weekend and we need to eat more than that sandwich from the other night."

Both ladies laughed as Jana grabbed the eggs and Angel got the bacon out as they both made a meal together while talking and carrying on. After they ate Angel grabbed Jana by the waist kissing her with gentle ease as they moved on to the bedroom and Angel pushed Jana to the bed as they kept kissing with passion as their tongues intertwined together feeling the mist of each other grinding their hips together and fondling with each other's breasts with their clothes on as each feeling the pace of their breaths together as they kept going in motion together as they both squirmed beneath each other as Angel placed her hands outside of Jana's jeans she felt the wetness soak through as did Jana repeating as the both kept kissing in intensity as they rubbed each other in between the legs they both let out deep moans in between kisses as they tried not to holler each others names into the air as Angel felt Jana's wetness soak even more that was when they both stopped and looked at one another in the eyes saying together,

"That was amazing."

As they both giggled and Angel rolled off of Jana with a sweet sigh as did Jana. Angel lifted up on her shoulder saying,

"I know that wasn't actual sex but that was wonderful in so many ways, Jana you are amazing in more ways than one."

Jana smiled at Angel looking into her eyes replying,

"As you are but don't we got to work today?"

Angel shook her head responding,

"I gave everyone in the bookstore/cafe a break from working so much, we've been going non-stop since we opened last year."

Jana sat up looking at Angel in surprise replying,

"How long have you given all your workers time off?"

Angel winked responding,

"About two weeks, enough time for everyone to recover before the major holidays."

Jana didn't know what to say because that is a lot of work from last years opening to now that is a long time then she replied,

"So how much is the shop up to in money wise?"

Angel couldn't hide it they made quite a lot in the past year so she told Jana,

"We've made over a thousand or so plus paid taxes and such."

Jana was still in complete shock replying,


Jana couldn't believe that her and Angel just made love in their clothes it has never happened before that she can recall even with a male partner in her past but it was just so breathtaking that Jana would do it again with Angel just to feel her closeness beneath her fingertips. As Jana watched Angel go to the shower the urge to follow was right in her panties but she held herself from following and just waited until Angel got out as she finished rubbing herself off more and could hear Angel finishing herself off in the shower that it excited her even more, as she came in her panties the same time she heard Angel came in the shower it was a sigh reliever for them both. Jana moved away from the bathroom door and went into the kitchen to wash her hands then saw Angel smiling at her saying,

"I am not the only one who needed pleasure by the voice of another."

Jana blushed replying,

"I guess not, I'm going to hop in the shower real quick I'll be right out."

Angel nodded seeing Jana rush off to the shower as Angel turned on the television to see that Scarlett got put into a mental ward for abusing her girlfriend Anissa. Jana came out of the shower seeing Angel smile saying,

"What is going on?"

Angel smiled even more saying,

"Scarlett is in a mental ward for abusing her current girlfriend finally because I never had enough proof to get her even behind bars."

Jana picked Angel up and twirled her around while placing a kiss on her lips saying,

"Thank goodness, she is gone for a while. So, I got to thinking since you don't like to be alone and we just made love in our clothes that I was thinking to move in with you just in case Scarlett tries to come by here again after she gets out."

Angel grinned even more by kissing Jana repeatedly saying,

"Yes,yes,yes,yes a thousand times yes!"

Jana giggled responding,

"Well then it's clear I'm moving in so I need to get myself more clothes,extra stuff and come back."

Angel nodded excitedly then replied,

"How long will it take for you to get everything and return?"

Jana thought about it then responded,

"I would say about a hour or two no longer than that."

Angel gave a okay nod. Jana left Angel's in a hurry then as she got into her car, she caught eye of Destiny looking at her in the evil eye knowing this is going to be hell to get away from Destiny now.

Destiny approached Jana saying,

"Where have you been the past twelve hours? You haven't came home at all since you met this new friend."

Jana shrugged replying,

"It is none of your business actually Destiny since you got a man who keeps you busy I'm sure especially between the sheets."

Destiny looked closer into Jana's eyes then responded,

"You have fallen for someone I can tell your mood has changed and I know it isn't Gunther or Max since you more than likely pushed them away, so who is it?"

Jana rolled her eyes replying,

"If I told you who will you leave me alone?"

Destiny nodded then waited the response from Jana,

"Destiny, I am dating a woman her name is Scarlett Thomas."

Destiny finally moved back from Jana replying,

"You are with that crazy chick on the news, are you nuts? I would have been happy if you just told me you were with another woman but way you have to move out of my apartment because she isn't welcome at hear me?"

Jana laughed and got in her car as she responded,

"I am glad you agree on me moving out because that is what I am doing and I am actually dating a better woman than Scarlett Thomas but that is for me to know and you too never found out, see you later Destiny."

That is when Jana drove off and got to the apartment stuffed everything in a bag including anything else in a bag then rushed out of the apartment and headed back towards Angel within fifteen minutes to spare as she knocked on the door. Angel smiled seeing Jana with everything in one bag and curiosity got her saying,

"Where is the rest of your stuff?"

Jana walked right into the apartment replying,

"I am not worried about it Destiny can sell the rest for rent or buy her a new place with a man she is with."

Angel raised a eyebrow responding,

"Did you and Destiny leave on bad terms?"

Jana smiled with a reply,

"Yes, and I am glad we did she was way to nosy for my liking."

Angel nodded then closed the door as she went to Jana and gave her a hug. Jana stepped away from Angel's hug saying,

"Now I need to find a place for my clothes and everything?"

Angel grabbed Jana's hands replying,

"How about we place them in my drawers for now until I can get a bigger place for the both of us, so you will have privacy too."

Jana nodded responding,

"Though, we could go find a house or bigger apartment this weekend I do have extra funds from being with Destiny she actually kept giving me money so I'd go out but the money went towards books and saving for elsewhere to live, sounds selfish I know but I got tired of hearing her nag about me not having a man in my life."

Angel shook her head giggling replying,

"How about this we will stay here in the meantime and when the time comes we will move, right now we will share my room along with everything else, I honestly don't mind."

Jana blushed responding,

"Sounds good to me."

Angel kissed Jana on the lips whispering,

"Just so you know my mind never left that afternoon we made love in our clothes, you are beautiful in my eyes."

Jana's lips curved into a smile whispering in return,

"I never thought that would happen and not sure why, I am not sure what to think or say besides thank you."

Angel grabbed Jana's hand leading her toward the couch as they both sat down, Angel said,

"Jana, I know we just met forty-eight hours ago it's just you are wonderful as far as I got to know and wouldn't trade it."

Jana blushed a bright red not sure what to say at all with a woman like Angel confessing her heart to a woman she barely knows.

Angel couldn't believe her eyes seeing that Jana returned then tore Destiny out of her life it was like a miracle happened before her very own eyes. As she looked deep into Jana's eyes it was like complete spark went off again in her body as she could feel the urge to keep holding hands and even making love that afternoon just sparked them closer it was such a feeling of excitement that Angel couldn't contain from Jana that within grasp they could make love without clothes in time and seeing beauty under the clothes would just make Angel go completely crazy. Angel took a deep breath then spoke,

"Jana, how about we get you arranged in my room so that way you can rest and be recovered before we head to work in a couple of weeks?"

Jana nodded as she got up from the couch grabbing her luggage and carrying it to the room as Angel watched Jana bend gracefully picking up her bags as Jana turned around saying,

"Are you enjoying the show?"

Angel laughed getting up off the couch and helping Jana with the luggage replying,

"Actually I was you got a nice butt by the way."

Jana rolled her eyes not sure how to respond to Angel's flirtive ways. Angel giggled even more seeing Jana react the way she does it seemed that a woman has never hit on her before which is surprisingly seeing how beautiful she is in every way possible that makes it breathtaking. As they both put up clothes,essentials and such all around the house Angel could feel closer to Jana with her personal belongings then the house phone rings Angel picks it up saying,

"Hello, how may I help you?"

A voice on the other end replying,

"I need to speak to Jana please if she is there."

Angel saw Jana still putting away things as as responded,

"May I ask who is calling?"

Voice on the other end gave a shaking voice replying,

"I work partner...can I please speak to Jana?"

Angel sighed in frustration then responded,

"Sure, hold on a second."

Angel placed the phone down then went over to Jana saying,

"Gunther is on the phone for you."

Jana looked up shocked replying,

"How did he get your number, oh my gosh, this is not what I needed, I am so sorry Angel...."

Angel grabbed Jana's hands responding,

"It is okay, don't worry about it."

Jana nodded then answered the phone and as she spoke into the phone she could hear Jana getting frustrated then Angel heard Jana say,

"I am lesbian go the heck away and never call here again..GOOD BYE!!"

That is when Jana looked at Angel with a shock that she said that within ear shot as Angel said,

"Well that is a nice way to get a man off your back."

Jana shook her head replying,

"I have no idea where that came from...I never said that to anyone before."

Angel hugged Jana tightly whispering,

"You have nothing to worry about it is all going to be okay."        

Jana nodded agreeing then kissed Angel gently as Jana could feel the heat between her legs warm up as she said,

"Angel, I never thought I'd be attracted to you like this and now all I want to do is be with you even in bed...I know we already fooled around once even though it wasn't deep passion love making...."

Angel cut off Jana by replying,

"Jana,sweetheart, breath, I had a feeling as soon as we saw each other attraction would be through the roof but I don't want to break you're heart either since you aren't even sure who you are..I mean sexually you are still straight and could be bi or lesbian later just can't determined it right now, I know I'm lesbian because for one a man's penis makes me sick and queasy also it is just disturbing to even think about an I'll never want to sleep with one. Now as for you, I can't answer whether you have slept with a man and liked it or you are a virgin still learning who you are."

Jana heaved a sigh responding,

"I am a virgin never had sex with either gender but you are right I need to explore before I even say I am straight,bi or lesbian. Though being attracting to you is a amazing feeling at least in my mind."

Angel kissed Jana's forehead replying,

"In time we will be in bed together for now let's just enjoy one another like sharing a room and getting settled into this new beginning together."

Chapter 5

Jana was up extra early getting ready for her new day at a bookstore sleeping next to Angel has been a blessing compared to the men she had always ended up sleeping next to always wanting sex and she wasn't all for it.

Angel felt Jana get up as she looked at the woman seeing her amazing luscious lips an her beauty of the nightgown fall on her beautiful form that made Angel licked her lips but she kept her hormones in check to not scare Jana they have kissed a few times and grinded against each other when hormones were up but they didn't go no further.

As they both fell for each other day by day it was a miracle that nothing happened in between including exes. Angel and Jana held hands in public, kissed at times but never jumped each other like rabbits to make their relationship fall.

Angel grabbed Jana by the wrist as she whispered,

"Don't leave the bed yet, I have a surprise for you."

Jana giggled because Angel has been showering her with gifts non-stop from roses,teddy bears,jewelry like home made necklaces,home made bracelets and now another gift as she saw Angel got out of bed naked an moving with pure grace that is when she saw a present in her hand wrapped perfectly in red with a blue bow an it was a small box, they have only lived together six months and life was perfect for them no matter what it was. So as Angel got down on one knee saying,

"This isn't a engagement ring so you know, it is a promise ring from my heart to yours. This has been an amazing six months even without making love to you. I can just kiss you and sparks fly. Jana, you are the most amazing woman an I promise to take you as mine for as long as you want me too. So will you take this as a promise?"

Jana smiled with tears streaming replying,

"Oh Angel, it is a beautiful blue ring with the right stone, you are amazing too, yes you can keep me as a promise."

Angel slipped the blue heart shaped ring on Jana's finger as they kissed with tears of joy. They haven't argued and stuck together through everything since living together an working together at the bookstore that had been amazing as well. They have discussed renaming it to something more stronger for costumer's and redesign to make it stand out.

Jana and Angel showered together again then got dressed in their uniforms for that day even though Angel is manager she made Jana her assistant and everyone loves her way of working. Jana kept up with everything from sales of books and coffee to organization an much more. It blew Angel away completely that Jana could move just as fast as her.

Jana looked at Angel in curiosity as she saw amazement in the woman's eyes saying,


Angel smiled as she replied,

"You are just beautiful when you work the way you do."

Jana giggled with a smile responding,

"So you find this ragged body beautiful?"

Angel grabbed Jana's butt replying,

"Sure do."

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