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The Gigolo

Copyright 2019 J.T. Evergreen


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Table of Contents

Acknowledgements

Choices

New York City

The Bottom Line

Emerging Past

Epilogue

About JT Evergreen

Other books by JT Evergreen

Connect with JT Evergreen


Acknowledgements

Many thanks to Khris Lawrentz for his tireless proofreading.


Choices

As told by Mark Harrington


I choose a life of ill repute because I got tired of being poor, and I no longer gave a fuck what anyone thought. A good deal of the decision had to do with low self-esteem – mine. I was never a good student because – and it took me a long time to face that reality – I just wasn’t very smart.


No one believes me, but I really did try to achieve excellence while in school and still barely graduated. That’s not entirely true, I did excel at sports. My six-foot-two trim body, along with good looks I inherited from my mother, and a natural openness provided popularity which gave the illusion of being successful. But the illusion faded quickly after school ended.


College was out of the question, much to the chagrin of my father who was an industry giant. He bought and sold companies, made a lot of money and provided very well for my mother and me except, as role-model, he was emotionally unavailable and spent very little time with me. When puberty hit, I was on my own. Self-esteem plummeted during those years.


After graduation, I was unable to find a decent paying job. Pumping gas was about the only thing I knew how to do. Goals for the future had no meaning for me. Just surviving from day to day was an accomplishment. I pretended a good deal of the time just to keep my folks quiet – at least for a while. I finally became an embarrassment to my father; it came to a head when he confronted me with what I was going to do with my life. In defiance of his neglect over the years, I said ‘loaf’, setting him off on a tirade which ended by him calling me a worthless piece of shit. Mother was in tears when I left that night, and I never looked back. She did her best to stay in touch but was caught between a rock and a hard place. She managed to send money now and again but I wondered how long that would last.


Except for Michael – who I called Squirt because he was short and scrawny – I discovered I had no real friends. All my high school buddies went off to college, as did my girl, Sue Ellen Houseman. She half-heartedly said she would miss me. I received only a few letters about her exciting college life – then silence.


As the reality of my life began to settle around me, Michael suggested I go to either Chicago or New York and start a new life. I knew he was right but I struggled with the idea, finally giving in and deciding upon New York. He and I had a meal together at the airport the day I left. When the boarding call came he did something that surprised me. There were tears in his eyes when he threw his arms around me and held me. “I’ll miss you, Mark.”


I was so surprised, I uttered a weak, “Hey, Squirt, I’ll miss you, too.” I gave him the address of the YMCA where I would be staying and promised to write. He made the same promise. I felt a twinge of melancholy as we parted. I was truly on my own for the first time. After I passed through security, I looked back and we waved to one another. I looked back once more as I moved through the concourse. He was still standing there, small and insignificant. My heart tugged when I remembered those tears of his. I waved once more and turned away.


As the air plane lifted off and began climbing, I opened the envelope Michael had given me as we parted. I laughed out loud when I saw the cover of the enclosed booklet – The Subtle Art of not Giving a Fuck. His inscription on the inside front cover, ending with – Love, Michael, had me wondering . . . who was this creature who loved me. Looking back over the years, he was always there . . . in the background of my life. Was he my only friend, and had I clumsily over looked that possibility?


New York City

The first week in the great city of New York was a whirlwind as I acclimated myself to new surroundings. It truly was a city that never slept. In addition to finding my way around, I discovered the wonders and beauty of Central Park. I rode the merry-go-round several times in the first weeks of residence. The park was a perfect refuge from the bustle of city life.


Once I was able to establish an Internet connection, Michael and I exchanged emails on a daily basis, but they diminished after I joined a local gym and began meeting and becoming involved in activities with new acquaintances. I wrote to Mother but never received a reply. I wondered if Dad had intervened. I never wrote again, thereby severing the last ties with my past.


Coming from a small Midwestern town, I learned very fast how the other half lived and found it exciting. I noticed one woman, in particular, who watched me during my workouts at the gym. She stood out from the rest for a number of reasons but it was her carriage that caught my attention. She was middle-aged, attractive, and always had a smile on her face. I returned her smiles and thought nothing of it until she introduced herself as Maria Fedorov and invited me to coffee one morning. I, of course, was flattered and accepted.


She was casual in her questions about me and freely offered information about herself. She was Russian born and had been trained there as a ballerina which accounted for her elegant carriage. The next time we paused for coffee, she invited me to her studio. When I told her I knew nothing of ballet, she said it did not matter and encouraged me to accept. I enjoyed her company and agreed to meet with her.


She greeted me with open arms and introduced me to her two assistant teachers. Then she invited me into her office which overlooked the studio where a class was being given to young boys and girls. She poured tea and came directly to the point of my visit.


An elderly woman friend of hers loved the opera and other activities Carnegie Hall and the Met had to offer, but her husband did not. She was reluctant to go alone. “Would you be interested in accompanying her to these events?”


I was so taken aback, all I could say was, “I don’t know.”


“She is very wealthy and would pay you for your time.”


“I could certainly use the money. But, don’t you have to dress for these events?”


“Yes, that would be required.”


“I’m sorry, Maria, but I don’t have clothing for events like that.”


“And, if you did?”


“Well … yes, I guess I would like to accompany her.”


“Then, it’s settled.”


“What’s settled?”


She wrote something on a card and handed it to me. “Meet me at this address tomorrow morning and we’ll get you dressed for the occasion.”


“But…”


“But nothing. Greta assisted me in immigrating to this country. I am indebted to her. I will pay for the garments you need and we can subtract a small amount each time you accompany her.”


“I don’t know what to say.”


“Nothing needs to be said. She will be so happy to hear the news.”


“How will we get to these places?”


“Her driver will pick you up and bring you back to where you live.”


In less than a week I was outfitted with evening clothes I never thought I would own. Accompanying Greta became a weekly event which I thoroughly enjoyed not only for the entertainment but also for Greta’s company. She was down to earth and put me at ease immediately upon our introduction.


Several weeks later, Maria and I were invited to tea at Greta’s home where I had a chance to meet her husband. He could not have been more pleased that my presence had gotten him off the hook, as he put it, of going to all those la de da events.


Within a matter of months my financial debt to Maria was paid off, but not my debt of gratitude for her encouragement to expand my knowledge of the arts and artists I would be encountering during my outings with Greta. I spent considerable time at the library which enabled me to carry on intelligent conversations with Greta before and after events we attended.


The Bottom Line

About a year after meeting Greta, we were at the Met enjoying a performance of Turandot. During intermission, a well-dressed sophisticated woman brushed past me. As she moved away I found myself holding a card she had deftly inserted into my hand. I was so astonished at what she had done, I placed the card in my pocket rather than being obvious and looking at it. As I was being driven home by Henry, the chauffeur, I retrieved the card from my pocket. On the front was the name Svetlana Morgenstein with a telephone number. On the back, in elegant cursive script were the words, Please call me at your convenience. I could not help but smile at the invitation while wondering what lay in store for me. Little did I know my life was about to change dramatically.


The next afternoon I called Svetlana and was immediately charmed by a self-possessed voice inviting me to be her guest for dinner at the Per Se, a French restaurant, at No. 10 Columbus Circle.


I asked, “When?”


And she said, “How about this evening?”


I agreed and asked, “What time?”


“Eight o’clock?”


“Perfect, thank you, I’ll see you at eight.”


I had learned how to dress for a casual evening out in the city, thanks to Maria, and felt quite confident as I entered the Per Se. The view of Central Park from the main dining room was so impressive, I stopped and stared until the maître d’ approached me, “Sir?”


I turned and smiled, “Ms. Morgenstein’s table, please.”


“This way, Sir.”


Svetlana rose as I neared her table and extended her hand. “Mark, thank you for joining me.”


“It’s my pleasure, believe me.”


We settled in with small talk while drinks were served and our waiter took our order. I did not have long to wait for her to get to the point. She knew exactly who I was and the role I played in accompanying Greta to the theatre. There was no room for me to bluff my way so, I just smiled and waited for her to continue.


“Mark, I know several ladies who would be very pleased to spend time with you if that is possible.”


I was surprised and hesitated seconds before answering her, “Yes, I suppose so,” sensing there was more to come.


“In addition to escorting these ladies to various functions they would require you to attend them in a more, how shall I say, personal setting.”


There it was, the bottom line. I said nothing while I wrapped my mind around the possibilities.


“Would you be interested?”


“Svetlana, I’ve never done anything like this. I’m not sure I could accommodate them.”


“Do you play Bridge?”


“No.”


“Well, we’ll have to get an instructor for you. One of my friends is a fanatic about the game.” She saw the questioning look on my face, “And that’s all you will be required to do. My other friends may require other of your talents … I will tutor you so there will be no embarrassments for you.” But, there was one important point she emphasized. “Discretion is paramount.”


“Yes, of course. That will not be a problem.”


Our dinner was served in several courses while we relaxed in each other’s company. When coffee and chocolate were served, she continued with her proposition which I was unprepared for.


“In addition to the ladies I’ve spoken of, there are a number of well-placed gentlemen who would also be interested in your attendance.”


I was stunned and probably looked as such.


“Ah, you’re offended. I'm so sorry, but I had to ask.”


“No, no. it’s not that. It’s just that I’ve never considered something like that.”


“Then you might be interested?”


“Yes, I am interested but you’re going to have to fill me in on just what would be expected of me.”


“Mark, that’s not a problem. I know these men.”


Before we departed the Per Se she brought up a possibility I needed to be aware of. “If and when Greta discovers your additional activities, she may terminate the arrangement you have with her.”


“I’ve already thought of that. Svetlana, I’m interested in making money.”


Svetlana arranged everything including setting me up with a tax accountant to make sure I stayed out of trouble with the IRS on my new escort business. I was nervous the first few times appointments were made with the ladies under Svetlana’s care. But I soon gained confidence in my ability to please them and quickly moved out of the YMCA into a more fashionable location now that I could afford it.


Greta did find out about these assignations and said nothing, she just stopped requesting my attendance as her escort. We had become friends and I’m certain she was disappointed … as I was.


Surprisingly, when the first appointments with Svetlana’s male friends took place, I found them to be friendly and in need of being dominated which I found easy to accomplish. My reputation and discretion spread far and wide which increased my income considerably. I even secured relationships with several women and men in Europe which required me to travel overseas several times a year. Needless to say, I was more than happy to go. The European flavor of the things I was doing was so different from New York, I was often tempted to move to Europe.


Svetlana gave me valuable advice early on with regard to guarding myself against becoming emotionally involved with my clients. With her guidance, I honed my people skills which enhanced me to a large clientele here and aboard.


Emerging Past

The years passed quickly as my status as a jet-setter evolved. Even though I was able to mix comfortably with all classes of people, there was a certain emptiness I effectively denied until I received an envelope in the mail bearing a secret pal card. It was the beginning of December and I could not imagine who would send me such a thing. There was no note or signature. The canceled postage was from Miami. I had two clients in that area but neither one of them fit the profile for doing such a thing.


I dismissed the incident until I got another one a few days later. This one was postmarked, San Diego. The cards kept coming every few days and always postmarked from a different part of the country. I began to feel a traveling salesperson was sending them.


Then, personal notes were added to the cards which got my attention such as, I’d rather be kissing you than missing you; Who needs Santa when I have you; I luv you . . . and the one that caught me off guard was the Happy Birthday note which arrived on my birthday. Very few people knew my birth date. I racked my brain but could not imagine who was sending these cards.


The cards and personal messages kept arriving. I thought they might reveal themselves when Christmas arrived. But, they didn’t. New Year’s Day arrived and went. Now it was January and still no sign of the identity of my secret pal. I wondered if they would ever show up.


It had been twelve years since I began my career as a gigolo. I had wined, dined, and slept with the richest people across five continents. I knew their secrets which would bring me millions if I ever decided to write a book which, of course, I would never do. In spite of all my shortcomings, I was an honorable man and discretion was an asset worth its weight in gold. I had learned to invest my earnings wisely for the long haul when I would no longer be in demand.


I was over thirty and long in the tooth for someone still in the trade as my core clients were either dying off or retiring and moving to a warmer less complicated environment. I wondered if it was time for me to leave New York. I had maintained an emotional distance from all the men and women I associated with but found there was a downside to it – I was emotionally empty and began to realize how lonely I was. The personal companionship of another human was absent and I was becoming painfully aware of it as the days passed.


The only bright spot on the horizon were those secret pal cards which continued to appear. Someone obviously cared enough about me to bother sending them. Then I noticed the last few cards were postmarked in New York City. My secret pal was here in the city. I wasn’t going to hold my breath for them to turn up and be the love of my life. It was too farfetched to even consider. Maybe a small puppy is what I needed to keep me company. I always liked dogs even though my parents never permitted me to have one. Another nail in the coffin of my relationship with them.


It was early March and spring was just around the corner. The number of cards I anticipated from my mysterious secret pal was declining. But, those that did arrive were still in New York City according to the postmarks. By mid-April, the secret pal cards had stopped coming all together. I figured they had lost interest; I was disappointed. It would have been interesting to find out who they were and what they wanted. I finally gave up wondering and put them out of my mind.


I still went to the gym on a regular basis and had not seen Maria, my ballet friend, for some time. I enquired at the front desk and was told she had passed away a few weeks earlier. She always had kind words for me whenever we met and I felt sad that we would never talk together again. Around the same time, I noticed a newcomer to the gym. He stood out because he wasn’t buff like the other guys. He was short with an average build. He wasn’t handsome but had a pleasant face.


I caught him watching me during my workouts; enough times which told me he was interested. I decided to work my charms on him and see if I could seduce him into a date. Several days later I met him in the shower room and introduced myself. I found out his name was Curt Moore and he was new in town; he had no friends. I suggested we grab a coffee after we dressed. He agreed and we went to a small cafe around the corner from the gym. He was an architect and had recently moved to New York and was looking for employment. We finished our coffee and I asked him if he’d like to come up to my place.


He hesitantly said, “No, but thank you.”


I was curious, “Why not … unless you have something else to do.”


“No, it’s not that. I just can’t afford you right now. But after I get a job I would …”


“Wait a minute. What do you mean you can’t afford me?”


He looked surprised, “Well, isn’t that your profession?”


“Who the hell told you that?”


“I overheard some of the guys at the gym talking about you.”


I shook my head in disbelief.


“Mark, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to offend you. I’m very interested in spending some time with you. It’s just…”


“Forget it, Curt.” I began to get up, changed my mind and sat down. “Look, it’s true, but that’s not why I invited you to my place. You’re an interesting guy and I just wanted to spend some time with you.”


“Now, I feel like a jerk. I’m so sorry about this. Please forgive me.”


I could not help but smile at his sincerity, “Okay, you’re forgiven. Now, are you still interested in coming to my place – no charge?” I grinned at him.


He was so shy and unassuming he could not look me in the eye. He just nodded.


“Okay, let’s go.”


I shut and locked the apartment front door, took his hand and whispered, “Come with me.” We spent the next three hours in bed getting acquainted. While he was in the shower, I picked up his bag and was about to take it into the bathroom when I noticed an envelope in an inside pocket. Curiosity got the best of me and I pulled it out. I dropped the bag when I read the name and address on the front of the envelope. It was addressed to me. I went back into the bedroom, sat down on the bed and opened it. It was a secret pal card. I sat there buck naked in a daze with the card between my legs when he walked into the bedroom with a towel over his shoulders.


When he saw the card, he stopped dead in his tracks, “Oh, shit!”


I just stared at him.


“I’ll go if you want me to.”


“Why the hell would I want you to do that? Get your ass over here – now!” I pulled him onto the bed, wrapped my arms and legs around him and whispered, “That was the best sex I’ve had in a long time. You’re not going anywhere.”


He relaxed for a minute and then stiffened, “I haven’t told you the whole truth.”


I released him and we sat up.


“What truth?”


“I’m not actually an architect. I’m here to go to school for architecture.”


“What have you been doing?”


“I work or worked for the airlines as a cabin attendant.”


“Jesus,” I jumped off the bed, “so, that’s the reason for the different postmarks. I thought you were a salesman.”


“No … and there’s more.”


“Oh, Christ. Am I going to be ready for this?”


“Probably not … my name isn’t Curtis.”


“What the hell is it?”


“It’s Michael. You used to call me…”


“SQUIRT?”


He looked up at me with that puppy dog expression I remembered.


“JESUS CHRIST. I don’t fucking believe this. Your teeth?”


“Oral surgery. I got tired of having buck teeth.”


He now had the most beautiful smile. “The hair?”


“The airlines frowned on bleach-blonds.”


“Is this your natural color?”


“Yes.”


“I never knew that. And your weight. I remember you looking like a scarecrow.”


“I got a membership to the gym and got help in developing what you see. I hope you like it.”


“Like it? You’re beautiful. My God, I can hardly believe it. Why didn’t you say so up front?”


“When you stopped writing, I thought you didn’t want to know me anymore.”


I jumped on the bed, tackled him and we rolled onto the floor. “You were the only friend I had back then. How could you even think that?”


“Mark, I’ve always been in love with you; I was afraid of losing you again. That’s why I made that stuff up?”


I sat up, “Where are you staying?”


“The Y.”


“No, you are not. You’re staying here with me.” I threw my arms around him and held him so tight he gasped for breath. I found his mouth and latched onto it with such force I thought I would suck the breath right out of him. When I released him, we lay there panting.


Then he began to laugh. He laughed so hard I joined him. It was truly a profound moment. When it passed, I asked, “You hungry?”


“Starving.”


“Don’t get dressed. I’ll whip something together and we’ll eat naked by candlelight and you can tell me everything. Later we’ll go get your things from the Y.” He didn’t move; he just stared at me. “Mike? What is it?”


He whispered, “I’m so overwhelmed.”


“That’s good, I like my men overwhelmed.” I took his hand and pulled him into a standing position. “Come on.” We went into the kitchen.


While we were eating, I remembered something and excused myself. When I returned, I handed him an envelope. His face lit up, "No."


"Yes."


"I can't believe you kept it all these years."


"It's what you wrote on the cover that made me keep it."


He opened the envelope and pulled out a dog-eared copy of The Subtle Art of not Giving a Fuck. He began to laugh as tears welled in his eyes. I came up behind him and wrapped my arms around him until his sobs subsided, then we finished our meal as we reminisced.


We did get his belongings from the Y and stayed awake all night talking and making love. Dawn was just breaking when we fell asleep in each other’s arms.


We signed Mike up at the Columbia Graduate School of Architecture within a week of our meeting. After he was accepted, Mike told me he’d have to get a part-time job to pay for it.


“Why?” I asked.


“What do you mean why?”


“I’ve got the money to pay for it. You need the time to study.”


“You can’t do that.”


“If you marry me, of course, I can.”


“Mark! Are you kidding me?”


“Do I look like I’m kidding?”


“No. But what if it doesn’t work out?”


“It will work out, my friend. You’re not getting away from me this time. I’ll do everything in my power to make it work.”


He laughed. “Okay, so will I.”


Epilogue

My career as a gigolo was all but over. I would deal with any straggling calls that came in. I had a new job . . . full time husband and partner to my only real friend.


THE END

About the Author J.T. Evergreen

OCCUPATION - Retired from the grind. Reflecting on successes, failures, and regrets. Exploring new aspects of self, writing that book which will get me an Oscar, staying out of trouble - well, small amounts of trouble are ok. Bringing joy into people's lives with random acts of kindness - the ones who aren't expecting it are the best.

ABOUT ME - Alone in blessed singleness. Wicked sense of humor, enjoy my own company, glad I'm not young any longer. I do miss the intimacy of being in love. Enjoy the possibilities of every moment, an imagination that won't quite, a master weaver - give away everything I make, excellent portrait painter, a national treasure - though no one agrees with me, a good listener, intuitive, a good conversationalist, avoid boredom and boring people at all costs - that's a career all by itself.

INTERESTS - Intelligent conversation: hard to come by these days, metaphysics, mysticism, my pups - Charlie, Max, and Bailey, seeing the funny side of life, going to Macy's at Christmas time - kicking Santa and punching an Elf. If I had a singing voice, which I don't, I would sing all of the time, wherever I was - even in WalMart. Wouldn't that be enchanting? When I receive the Oscar for the book I'm writing, I will have some baritone sing On A Clear Day, and I will lip sync his voice. It will wow the audience.

LOVES - Color and lots of it, strawberry jam, hiking up Yosemite Falls, Golden Gate Bridge, San Francisco, sourdough bread, only made in San Francisco. Hearst Castle, Big Sur, sea air, Adams peanut butter, chocolate milk, rainy days, canaries singing, chocolate chip cookies my mother made, Greek yogurt with honey - oh, yum. Laughter. I make it a point of doing this many times a day.

HATES - Stupidity, insensitivity, bad table manners - come on, how difficult is it to hold a fork properly - it's not a shovel for God's sake. Snow, ice, slush, freeway traffic, lima beans - what was God thinking, sleepless nights, people who are late, texting - it's a cop-out, alcohol, red meat,

FAVORITE BOOKS - The Spiritual Journey of Joel S. Goldsmith.

FAVORITE MUSIC – Joplin’s Peachrine, Ahmad Jamal - Country Tour - the absolute best jazz - never tire of it. Someone Waits for You – Carly Simons, Helen Kane singing Button Up Your Overcoat and I Want to Be Bad – I relate to the lyrics. And the Tenor who sang Springtime for Hitler in the Zero Mostel version of The Producers. No one seems to know who he is. What a voice.

FAVORITE FILMS – The Celluloid Closet, Witness for the Prosecution, It Could Happen to You, Maltese Falcon, Inherit the Wind, 12 Angry Men, Harold and Maude, Murder on the Orient Express, Hope and Glory, Sorry Wrong Number, Speed, Practical Magic, Apollo 13, Where the Red Fern Grows, The original Producers - touch me, hold me - Estelle was terrific, and Zero - what can I say.

FAVORITE QUOTES – The poetry in writing is the illusion it creates: by me. Lord Chesterfield: “Sex: the pleasure is momentary, the position ridiculous, and the expense damnable.” The saddest words of tongue or pen are these - It might have been - indeed they are. If you want to make a success out of old age, you better start now: my mother when I was 15. On a clear day, you really can see forever - you just have to look. I may be rancid butter, but I'm on your side of the bread. Inherit the Wind.

“The Moving Finger writes; and, having writ,

Moves on: nor all thy Piety nor Wit

Shall lure it back to cancel half a Line,

Nor all thy Tears wash out a Word of it.”

Omar Khayyam


Other books by J.T. Evergreen

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Home Alone 8 Great Stories to keep you company

Born in the Twilight

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This’nThat

Short Stories for a Summer’s Day

Holiday Short Stories

With All My Love

Father Frederick Monahan



Shangri la, Stepping Stones to God

I’m Gay Mother – Get Over it

The Olde Book Shoppe

Naked Before God

The Italian Call Boy



The Silence of Healing

Death of a Pope Birth of Hope

The Best Short Stories Ever

My Love Affair with Father Tomas McTavish

Father Gibbon with Sister Mary Magda in development



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